08-30-2014, 12:01 AM
May I address you Don Juan Matus if that is who you are? You have an email address with my book; are you going to tell me if I have guessed right? DID YOU READ FAR ENOUGH to learn that the 'orgy', infidelity and cuckolding were ALL FICTION??????
I apolgize to anyone, as this is no sense to you--- but I promise to share at the right time. This person interacting with me is INCREDIBLY POWERFUL. It is really amazing what is happening-- and my life was already 'trippy' to begin with.
My first teacher {Joe} was a former Catholic seminarian (a seminary in the Catskill mountains) I knew him 30 years until he died. HE WAS ROCK SOLID when it came to grounding the 'spirituality'. So when I relay what transpires, as this person has permitted me, trust me to tell you there will be no flakiness, no pie in the sky. This is as real as it gets in the TONAL.
Further, my second 'teacher' {Alonzo} was as grounded as Joe, but was acutely aware of details and timing and rhythms in life. I may be lost, I may have a big ego, but I promise no one means to be more genuinely honest than myself--NO ONE!
WHEN I AM AFRAID OF THE TRUTH--I KNOW if and when I am as well. I am absorbed with self like an ****-- but, then THAT is NOT what I am about when I have awareness.
I apolgize to anyone, as this is no sense to you--- but I promise to share at the right time. This person interacting with me is INCREDIBLY POWERFUL. It is really amazing what is happening-- and my life was already 'trippy' to begin with.
My first teacher {Joe} was a former Catholic seminarian (a seminary in the Catskill mountains) I knew him 30 years until he died. HE WAS ROCK SOLID when it came to grounding the 'spirituality'. So when I relay what transpires, as this person has permitted me, trust me to tell you there will be no flakiness, no pie in the sky. This is as real as it gets in the TONAL.
Further, my second 'teacher' {Alonzo} was as grounded as Joe, but was acutely aware of details and timing and rhythms in life. I may be lost, I may have a big ego, but I promise no one means to be more genuinely honest than myself--NO ONE!
WHEN I AM AFRAID OF THE TRUTH--I KNOW if and when I am as well. I am absorbed with self like an ****-- but, then THAT is NOT what I am about when I have awareness.

