09-12-2014, 12:02 AM
I have seen you in the nagual billy already a couple of times. Your energy body acts quickly and sees clearly too. You accept it willingly and feel its wonder. However you let it go quickly too, and begin again backing into your tonal.
Your tonal set-up, in specific, has a quality that some people have. It's deadly dangerous to yourself and others, but often lies dormant for the most part. Your has not been dangerous in any way that you yourself probably recognized until now. This energy is like a voice to you, but more like a conscious energy that places awareness into you. In this case about yourself have little to no awareness compared to the woman artist. No ability, no skill, no power, etc. I have too had this voice and used to give it much attention and even power, trust. I would listen to it and it sounded right.
I discovered some time later a few things. First is that this pity inside I have is not justified. Awareness is a fluid thing and many positions exist. Believe it or not just around the corner and seconds away is another position, another motion, that you can move into. This voice may be even telling me what i am in this moment, or what i have been in the past even. speaking to me of my awareness position. I learned that i can stay in that position or move into another straight away. this voice became a friend for me that i would despite nearly every time. the voice would tell me you can't do that see.... and it would show me the energy and awareness that couldn't do it. the energy of failure is not so difficult to move into, or see and experience for a moment. or to preset in your body. yet i learned to see that this is just a fog being set in this moment, and is not even this moment. i leap beyond their reasoning, their logic, their controlled forms of knowledge etc, and form my own shift. i can move billy and so can you. you are moving now.
another thing you have, and most beings have i see, is the ability to see energy directly. to witness for yourself the energy, awareness, knowledge, etc, of this moment happening right now. you, with your attention can focus into any energy billyboy. and i have seen your attention do it a few times. you saw the energy of this blockade and this pity perhaps, this cloud being projected, and you accepted it, layed down at this position to rest. well do not get too comfortable there billy because i will shoot that voice down and fill the room with awareness and power around you.
start building your observation body. an awareness of your observer that can witness and see energy around you, consciousness inside you, passing through you etc, without being you, without accepting or denying it, but simply seeing it, apart from you and your world. See what the energy is showing you, feel what the knowledge leads too, listen to what reality says to you, and then decide to stay in this spot of power or this spot of weakness and draining. there is no reason to stay in any weakness when you can focus your attention into a new direction. your attention can align these emanations, this consciousness into any arrangement. focus your attention into an arrangement, a solution, an idea, even an impossibility but focus to see how it is possible. explore.
I see you seeing, and i see inside your attention sometimes. i can see you seeing my awareness of you, inside your attention. i see you seeing some great knowledge too, and some powerful awareness too. do not stay put but act on what you see. when you see someone dreaming a feat or ability focus on it, and see how they are doing it, see how you can do it, not how you can not do it. imagine a way, any way, that brings you what you want, see the position you want to be in. see the path into that position.
i have met many beings billy, telling me i cant do what they do, i am weak, pathetic compared to them etc etc etc. tortured and abused by these tyrants, i was just as they told me i was. i did not give up. every step of my way out they were there to stop me, block me, and hurt me. i bled and i cried, and i fought, and i lost many times. i did not give up. i knew i would win. my spirit will be victorious. i deadened their words, and blackened their actions, and flew straight through them. no longer could they tell me and succeed in telling me the way things are, were, or will be. i defied their every word and action, their every command until they were forced to ask me what's next? my spirit prevailed and now is set to succeed, to win, to find, to move. there was no better teacher for me then these tyrants. i learned that i could seek any answer, any truth, any way, and succeed in that way against ALL opposition. now bullets fly through me, even hitting their perfect mark, and then fall away to ground and dissolve, or bend around me, disappear, or turn around and shoot the attackers instead. i can turn their guns into weapons that fuel me and convert their energies into pure essence for me. i am unstoppable. i know the tricks and tools of the wicked, the most appalling creations in existence, and i know how to diffuse them and erase them, and turn then into something good.
knowledge billy, is power. do you know what happens when you apply 'every good deed is punished?" pretty obvious right. well what happens when you instead appky good knowledge to good deeds? like saying good deeds are seen and rewarded by the world around you? guess what happens? where do you want to stand your ground? can you look at a negative form of energy and not accept it? not aplly it to you or your future? its right now a choice you know. can you look at a nagative form of knowledge and kill it, or turn into something positive? can you aplly counter knowledge? form a new awareness to move beyond it, around it, through it etc? or do you stay at the wall set in front of you and go to sleep the wall that stands before your dreams come true?
Your tonal set-up, in specific, has a quality that some people have. It's deadly dangerous to yourself and others, but often lies dormant for the most part. Your has not been dangerous in any way that you yourself probably recognized until now. This energy is like a voice to you, but more like a conscious energy that places awareness into you. In this case about yourself have little to no awareness compared to the woman artist. No ability, no skill, no power, etc. I have too had this voice and used to give it much attention and even power, trust. I would listen to it and it sounded right.
I discovered some time later a few things. First is that this pity inside I have is not justified. Awareness is a fluid thing and many positions exist. Believe it or not just around the corner and seconds away is another position, another motion, that you can move into. This voice may be even telling me what i am in this moment, or what i have been in the past even. speaking to me of my awareness position. I learned that i can stay in that position or move into another straight away. this voice became a friend for me that i would despite nearly every time. the voice would tell me you can't do that see.... and it would show me the energy and awareness that couldn't do it. the energy of failure is not so difficult to move into, or see and experience for a moment. or to preset in your body. yet i learned to see that this is just a fog being set in this moment, and is not even this moment. i leap beyond their reasoning, their logic, their controlled forms of knowledge etc, and form my own shift. i can move billy and so can you. you are moving now.
another thing you have, and most beings have i see, is the ability to see energy directly. to witness for yourself the energy, awareness, knowledge, etc, of this moment happening right now. you, with your attention can focus into any energy billyboy. and i have seen your attention do it a few times. you saw the energy of this blockade and this pity perhaps, this cloud being projected, and you accepted it, layed down at this position to rest. well do not get too comfortable there billy because i will shoot that voice down and fill the room with awareness and power around you.
start building your observation body. an awareness of your observer that can witness and see energy around you, consciousness inside you, passing through you etc, without being you, without accepting or denying it, but simply seeing it, apart from you and your world. See what the energy is showing you, feel what the knowledge leads too, listen to what reality says to you, and then decide to stay in this spot of power or this spot of weakness and draining. there is no reason to stay in any weakness when you can focus your attention into a new direction. your attention can align these emanations, this consciousness into any arrangement. focus your attention into an arrangement, a solution, an idea, even an impossibility but focus to see how it is possible. explore.
I see you seeing, and i see inside your attention sometimes. i can see you seeing my awareness of you, inside your attention. i see you seeing some great knowledge too, and some powerful awareness too. do not stay put but act on what you see. when you see someone dreaming a feat or ability focus on it, and see how they are doing it, see how you can do it, not how you can not do it. imagine a way, any way, that brings you what you want, see the position you want to be in. see the path into that position.
i have met many beings billy, telling me i cant do what they do, i am weak, pathetic compared to them etc etc etc. tortured and abused by these tyrants, i was just as they told me i was. i did not give up. every step of my way out they were there to stop me, block me, and hurt me. i bled and i cried, and i fought, and i lost many times. i did not give up. i knew i would win. my spirit will be victorious. i deadened their words, and blackened their actions, and flew straight through them. no longer could they tell me and succeed in telling me the way things are, were, or will be. i defied their every word and action, their every command until they were forced to ask me what's next? my spirit prevailed and now is set to succeed, to win, to find, to move. there was no better teacher for me then these tyrants. i learned that i could seek any answer, any truth, any way, and succeed in that way against ALL opposition. now bullets fly through me, even hitting their perfect mark, and then fall away to ground and dissolve, or bend around me, disappear, or turn around and shoot the attackers instead. i can turn their guns into weapons that fuel me and convert their energies into pure essence for me. i am unstoppable. i know the tricks and tools of the wicked, the most appalling creations in existence, and i know how to diffuse them and erase them, and turn then into something good.
knowledge billy, is power. do you know what happens when you apply 'every good deed is punished?" pretty obvious right. well what happens when you instead appky good knowledge to good deeds? like saying good deeds are seen and rewarded by the world around you? guess what happens? where do you want to stand your ground? can you look at a negative form of energy and not accept it? not aplly it to you or your future? its right now a choice you know. can you look at a nagative form of knowledge and kill it, or turn into something positive? can you aplly counter knowledge? form a new awareness to move beyond it, around it, through it etc? or do you stay at the wall set in front of you and go to sleep the wall that stands before your dreams come true?