09-14-2014, 12:02 AM
I speak of power, and this act brings power. Words are energy and pathways. A spell is right there in the words, it casts, conjures, summons. Sets us
and our future.
I am not setting myself larger then I am, or can be, in my words to you. I been speaking merely for my own benefit. It didn't take me too long to figure out the power of detachment from groups, allies, and self, is stronger then attachment to even a powerful group, and dependence to them. What is stronger a group of many together united, or a form built to win alone against all odds? To be attached or to be completely detached?
I remember learning to conjure in the normal world. My mentor went to turn on the tv and said about the weather (which i knew he could control) that the world was in severe danger from a total storm encompassing the earth. Fear hit me and the tv flicked to the weather channel to see a storm front moving in from every angle on the globe. "Holy ***!!" I said as it looked so totally and completely like a fucked up soon to die world. My attention was hooked and set into this world and I was freaking out. He laughed very hard and told me that he had just killed me and my party and that i had laid down and let him do so with no fight. He said all he did was hook my trust and attention and then allowed me to open the set way for you, I could have opened anything up really but I wanted to kill you. I immediately remembered in my mind my thought from earlier in the day when i wondered and indulged in the idea that he wanted to take me here and kill me. The fear felt so real in my mind at the time although i had forgotten it. I could see i had set this way, and with my nagual's awareness I could also see how to change it. I quickly with choice reset my awareness and intent, changing my statement about my nagual and the statement about the weather man's power, what he forms too and says, and the power i gave to the tv being able to hook any reality it casts into my world. I looked at the tv and the weather man happily glinted of a sunny warm day. With the tv we practiced opening and controlling different programs, windows, spirit forms, allies, worlds, communication and eavesdropping devices, casting machine etc. It was a great lesson that night.
How about expanding complexity to see that even complex things can be seen simply, understood completely and perfectly, seeen. Right then and there, any time.
I do stalk power in everything, and in myself absolutely, however I do not hoard all power and ability unto myself but share my life freely with those I relate with. I will not stalk weakness into another unless they have earned it. I will stalk existing weakness in people I help in order to fill holes and strengthen form.
To figure something out you can try, but try must lead to do. You can just intend to find, let go, abandon yourself to another task until you accomplish what you intended, even in the exact way you intended it. Not much trying in intent, more doing, but if we intend to try to do something we can intend to succeed, learn of it as we go, expand it as we do, and succeed all the while in our efforts. Try is almost to imply possibility of failure, and at times this may be true but soon you will succeed and surpass your failure. When I think of a feat i want to accomplish i do think and know i will accomplish it, but at times for difficult ones I can tie a line wrong and have to re set and relearn the correct configuration. When doing something totally new to me I may have to try to begin with, stalk and gain power as I learn, until I succeed. I always do succeed. Sometimes it is because I try. I do not know absolutely what is beyond myself all the time. One of the most crucial things for me, my observer, is to learn and see all the values i place into things, my actions, even the word try can hold power or weakness. And thus this energy is within us, moves us, into these definitive actions we set for ourselves. Infinity is a definitive journey.
there are a couple of other things you asked but I must go grab a coffee and a smoke for now.
and our future.
I am not setting myself larger then I am, or can be, in my words to you. I been speaking merely for my own benefit. It didn't take me too long to figure out the power of detachment from groups, allies, and self, is stronger then attachment to even a powerful group, and dependence to them. What is stronger a group of many together united, or a form built to win alone against all odds? To be attached or to be completely detached?
I remember learning to conjure in the normal world. My mentor went to turn on the tv and said about the weather (which i knew he could control) that the world was in severe danger from a total storm encompassing the earth. Fear hit me and the tv flicked to the weather channel to see a storm front moving in from every angle on the globe. "Holy ***!!" I said as it looked so totally and completely like a fucked up soon to die world. My attention was hooked and set into this world and I was freaking out. He laughed very hard and told me that he had just killed me and my party and that i had laid down and let him do so with no fight. He said all he did was hook my trust and attention and then allowed me to open the set way for you, I could have opened anything up really but I wanted to kill you. I immediately remembered in my mind my thought from earlier in the day when i wondered and indulged in the idea that he wanted to take me here and kill me. The fear felt so real in my mind at the time although i had forgotten it. I could see i had set this way, and with my nagual's awareness I could also see how to change it. I quickly with choice reset my awareness and intent, changing my statement about my nagual and the statement about the weather man's power, what he forms too and says, and the power i gave to the tv being able to hook any reality it casts into my world. I looked at the tv and the weather man happily glinted of a sunny warm day. With the tv we practiced opening and controlling different programs, windows, spirit forms, allies, worlds, communication and eavesdropping devices, casting machine etc. It was a great lesson that night.
How about expanding complexity to see that even complex things can be seen simply, understood completely and perfectly, seeen. Right then and there, any time.
I do stalk power in everything, and in myself absolutely, however I do not hoard all power and ability unto myself but share my life freely with those I relate with. I will not stalk weakness into another unless they have earned it. I will stalk existing weakness in people I help in order to fill holes and strengthen form.
To figure something out you can try, but try must lead to do. You can just intend to find, let go, abandon yourself to another task until you accomplish what you intended, even in the exact way you intended it. Not much trying in intent, more doing, but if we intend to try to do something we can intend to succeed, learn of it as we go, expand it as we do, and succeed all the while in our efforts. Try is almost to imply possibility of failure, and at times this may be true but soon you will succeed and surpass your failure. When I think of a feat i want to accomplish i do think and know i will accomplish it, but at times for difficult ones I can tie a line wrong and have to re set and relearn the correct configuration. When doing something totally new to me I may have to try to begin with, stalk and gain power as I learn, until I succeed. I always do succeed. Sometimes it is because I try. I do not know absolutely what is beyond myself all the time. One of the most crucial things for me, my observer, is to learn and see all the values i place into things, my actions, even the word try can hold power or weakness. And thus this energy is within us, moves us, into these definitive actions we set for ourselves. Infinity is a definitive journey.
there are a couple of other things you asked but I must go grab a coffee and a smoke for now.