Casual Conversation

[serloco]

I'm terrified of the world billy. deep inside of me there is a fear buried there. seeds planted from many of my experiences. some intended into the oblivion of my memory so I could remain intact. yet what i am terrified of i seek out at all costs. it draws me to it. it's so immense and so vast, and so powerful, and so perfect that i always come back to it. its inside of everything, everyone, hidden and seen, all things, alive and dead, in every way, and can make reality into anything. So vast it can perform anything in any amount of time, or no time. Any feat. Face that power, alone, all around you directly. Watch it twist reality into anything in an instant. And yet everything we know of it, of reality itself, it is already, and everything we do not know too. Stare at that vast infinite unknown power and try not to **** in your pants! The things I have accomplished, well beyond human heights and dreams, are still small and next to nothing compared to creation's totality. There is nothing I can fathom that would be difficult for it to do, or that it is not already even. And yet there it is giving us the gift of living our own lives and existence within it, perpetuating itself, infinity through life and death. Creation creating creations that create, so to create. To live in different forms and ways, to multiply and divide, to expand perpetually. To enter into that unknown way, not yet formed, or found, to discover, to create new. To add. Cheers to the shamans and the dreamers, the visionaries, and the prophets who see past the old ways while retaining them.