Casual Conversation

[serloco]

For years I had learned of some special knowledge forms and used them everywhere I went. At first it was just a group connection in consciousness, the use of projection. I developed it though while seeing the link of consciousness between me, people, and the universe at large. I saw where consciousness was being generated, where life was being fed into us via our conscious attention. Where the thoughts form from. I began flooding my consciousness into other people then, as well as channeling other forms into me and others. It just so happened that then I was, in spirit, very angelic. Although the power and temptation to control people's will did get me in the end, but I learned, healed and moved on from that place and back into the light. Before that though I had learned to influence people greatly just with a couple quick thoughts directed into their bodies or attention. Indeed I was a walking telepath. I would answer problems everywhere they occurred, filling them with a positive solution, power, and enhanced awareness. I enjoyed the power then too, but loved helping people too. i admit I enjoyed knowing so much in order to be able to help people. Indeed. I stopped many fights, much abuse, etc just by thinking of love, feeling love inside of me, the want in me to follow and embrace love in all people and ways, and have my attention form in the best ways to any problem. I had built that energy form, and projected into people, my heart and spirit, and they would be moved every time. because the love in my heart was real, it was powerful, and so was my truth, what i knew. Even enemies and haters, evil beings, would all turn into the light and follow it in my presence then. It was not the evil they had grown to be, or the judgement of my heart of what evil is, it was the light in myself brought into them, as them, merged with them, that lit them up. Love is real and beautiful to all of life when it is present. It is genuine love that is a very powerful thing. Maybe the most powerful even. It forms allies in everything billy. Even a cockroach would come to your aid and wield power for you if you needed him to, so long as you shared your life with it, loved it, respected it, and allowed it to be as it wants to be. I have many allies in different things now, and they were formed i see through loving them. The best ones I mean. I even bless my concrete billy in many ways, and it sucks the pollution from the skies. I did it long ago first, before i learned to bless the skies, but now they even made concrete to absorb pollution in the sciences. yes i blessed my sciences too. In many ways. You have to. I've had vanilla scented automobiles when I blessed the cars. So many things billy I have blessed and changed in my world now. And on it goes too. My body learned to do this thing even, on it's own, and has done it a few times now. It seems that at times when I touch someone an incredible burst of love will flood into them from me, through contact. It actually strikes me as very strange when it happens. But the person is always left speechless, completely unable to voice anything at all even. It's very unearthly it seems to me, like it comes from elsewhere. WAIT!!!! I remember now!! hahaha! I love that and it is power too for me of course. I remember the exact thought while reading of an angelic ability or superpower, and I intended it onto myself. yes!! That's where it came from indeed. To fullfill my dreams. How lovely. There is this great watcher around us now billy, seeing our every decision, our every thought and wish, and He is a master puppeteer, able to command any reality into form, and answer any prayer. He has made me into everything I ever dreamed of. I know I have said it before but it is just so beyond my wildest fantasies that I never could of imagined all the things. Not to mention it is also how to feed your ally and yourself as you dream. Focus on the power, the ability, the joy and love, and the appreciation and glory, and speak the best. You bring it then to yourself. Your words need not a boost to gain momentum, you are moving now, and following now your way. Your words speak and set that way. If you want your words to have momentum then speak of momentum and stalk it closely, for then you will see it with your eyes and begin forming it with your body. Your attention's focus on the mission will bring it into being, into action. When a stalker looks closely with his attention he begins to see that he is beckoning time. Since awareness aligns to form perception right now, in the present moment, to speak of power brings power, immediately in the form your attention is focused on. Your attention beckons form. There are many forms cultivated of this attention, in different ways, one is made so that the simple focus of attention into the moments now advancing in his awareness, into the events as they are unfolding, beckons the attention into this things, merges attention into it's focus. Your attention is a gateway into whatever you peer into with it, and can be made to do incredible things. Just the thought of beckoning the spirit to enter into your life and teach you how to 'beckon doing' perfectly, as you imagine it to be done, and even better because it knows more then you, then you intend that directly into the event stream you are partaking in. This happens because you give the Spirit the form of power needed to be able to do this, thus you merely beckon that form of power into your now. It is there already though, many just haven't formed it in their attention, or not have looked for it. An ally is beckoned with their attention for the most part, but often with a knowledge(of the form) of the ally in their attention with it. Since the Spirit is unknown to us Billyboy, we can not control it persay but we may beckon and work with it. The awareness it passes into us, around us, etc we may know and experience and learn, but the Spirit itself is what brings us that unknown into formation. So that we may come to know it. It gives us our gifts, and forms them into being for us. A great Nagual may beckon the Spirit for a great lesson, among many, and intend the nature of the lesson itself so that it plays out perfectly, beyond himself and beyond all present. Then he jut lets go and allows the spirit to take over the moments preceeding. The man is a conduit of the spirit now, and he may not even know really what events will unfold until they do, and the Spirit will guide that moment perfectly as intended, and use everything available to it to do so. An unyielding intent may beckon the unknown mystery, while using it perfectly, even though he doesn't yet know the full course. A master of awareness will carefully craft his awareness of the unknown, so to use what he does know of it to his full advantage. Just because it is the unknown does not mean he must intend away all that he does know. What he knows about it can allow it to enter, or keep the doors locked tightly, the known can be very powerful and every gap sealed up tightly if desired. But an awareness that supports and trusts the unknown, that can work with it, and not against each other, is much more powerful in my opinion then a cup that never empties to have new drink experienced. So sorcerer's form allies with it, and use their tonals to control and guide and direct themselves into the nagual to reach freedom. By beckoning a certain form of the unknown, a certain intended experience with it, we bring that form of power into manifestation, and so we use what we do know, and can know, in the face of the unknown. The "spirit" is nothing more then a powerful and incredible ally that one crafts with their known awareness, or relationship within their attention.