09-29-2014, 12:03 AM
billy wrote: As to someone possibly following this thread (AND-- I am laughing about that), one point of clarity. I f***ed up (as humans are want to do) and alienated my wife and daughter. Serloco admirably noted that it is the females "hearts" one would want to win over, and most certainly that would be most true of one's wife and daughter.
Serloco and I have great affinity, and in the issue mentioned--it matters in so much so that I hold (win) my wife and daughter deeply and dearly in my heart BEYOND challenging manifestations. I do recommend to others to mine (or is it mind?) the wisdom of serloco. Fabulous really. Yes, thank you, it does come from my heart and my experiences from the heart. From both my loss and my truest most precious gains. You, as a man of admiration for the beneficial qualities of shame can recognize the wisdom gained from the loss of not following the heart and love.
don Juan did tell us to follow a path with heart and did teach a way to power, but he failed to see that his teaching that compassion is shame, and is fake, is a bad tonal awareness. He often did paint a cold scene in his teachings, and allthough his teaching led me to great heights and aided my journey he had an icey dream scene. Conpassion is very real, and very besutiful too, and so is empathy, and all the gifts we have built from them. I do not need to feel compassion as pity. I can understand pain and suffering and did not enjoy it in myself, and do not enjoy to see it in others. It is not called pity because it is not the same as pity. I can have compassion for a sick man, and heal him while not having pity for myself. i can still genuinely care to help this man not only to heal but how to heal himself and heal his own pity if he even has any. he may accept his fate and not feel pityfull in it that space you know? Sure it may even be pityful to you that he can heal and is left helpless, defeated, but can i understand his pain and the awefull feeling it creates, if it does so? yes and can i feel love for him, his spirit inside of him, the potential of his damaged form, and help him through genuine compassion?/ YES!!! But not in don Juan's awareness position if i were to enter it then. It would be fake, a shame, and only pity in disguise. I hated that knowledge!! Explore to find genuine love and genuine care and compassion too and you will find it everywhere. Seek it as real in yourself, as osmething that can grow way beyond what you know of it, that can, as any seed, be nurtured cared for, and protected so to bloom into life and into form, and grow fruit in abundnant varieties. Do not plant seeds that kill love or distort it in aweful ways, but see for yourself and decide for yourself which way to find.
Serloco and I have great affinity, and in the issue mentioned--it matters in so much so that I hold (win) my wife and daughter deeply and dearly in my heart BEYOND challenging manifestations. I do recommend to others to mine (or is it mind?) the wisdom of serloco. Fabulous really. Yes, thank you, it does come from my heart and my experiences from the heart. From both my loss and my truest most precious gains. You, as a man of admiration for the beneficial qualities of shame can recognize the wisdom gained from the loss of not following the heart and love.
don Juan did tell us to follow a path with heart and did teach a way to power, but he failed to see that his teaching that compassion is shame, and is fake, is a bad tonal awareness. He often did paint a cold scene in his teachings, and allthough his teaching led me to great heights and aided my journey he had an icey dream scene. Conpassion is very real, and very besutiful too, and so is empathy, and all the gifts we have built from them. I do not need to feel compassion as pity. I can understand pain and suffering and did not enjoy it in myself, and do not enjoy to see it in others. It is not called pity because it is not the same as pity. I can have compassion for a sick man, and heal him while not having pity for myself. i can still genuinely care to help this man not only to heal but how to heal himself and heal his own pity if he even has any. he may accept his fate and not feel pityfull in it that space you know? Sure it may even be pityful to you that he can heal and is left helpless, defeated, but can i understand his pain and the awefull feeling it creates, if it does so? yes and can i feel love for him, his spirit inside of him, the potential of his damaged form, and help him through genuine compassion?/ YES!!! But not in don Juan's awareness position if i were to enter it then. It would be fake, a shame, and only pity in disguise. I hated that knowledge!! Explore to find genuine love and genuine care and compassion too and you will find it everywhere. Seek it as real in yourself, as osmething that can grow way beyond what you know of it, that can, as any seed, be nurtured cared for, and protected so to bloom into life and into form, and grow fruit in abundnant varieties. Do not plant seeds that kill love or distort it in aweful ways, but see for yourself and decide for yourself which way to find.