10-31-2014, 12:04 AM
It's liberating my friend. Letting go. Rips out need, and utilities ruthlessness in order to drop instantly any feeling, knowledge or activity. You can just see instead. Even while imagining this ice cold heart breaking feat a whisper enters me telling me that love would be sad n hurt from this, devastated, but that is the whisper of the trick lie that has lost it's power and hold over manipulating love so to control, and to crush, lure, entice and trap. It seeks pain, attachment. Love is just another intended illusion, I use it to control. Real as anything it is too, genuine even, sincere, yet is controlled and intended, no attachments. Formed and dropped instantly even ,... love to hate....hate to love.... or nothing, blank n seeing. Just intent and awareness. I have been punishing them and controlling them with awareness n feelings, like the ancient teachings.