12-30-2014, 12:05 AM
I will try to be aware to put on that mask that is a positive 'receptor projector' to what you present. If it makes a difference, I did not have to think about your last remark--it made me happy.
I probably won't continue to be so loquatious generally, as I tend to lose energy at times being talkative. I'll say what needs saying. I want you to understand that I never find you contradictory. I am not contradictory.
That makes the only people I know as such. GET THAT? (THAT is important to me if anything is--and should there be crossovers involving paradox, I recognize those in you.)
If something is muddy in your world (with iob's or whatever) trust me to gleen what your spirit would say if push comes to shove. You seem whole, so you would know how to use me that way.
I probably would not be attracted to you on the tonal as an associate-- Man, the idea you smoke is awful to me. Hmm, but makes no difference in this context. You, serloco, will know which of my idiocyncrasies to put aside as irrelevant. Like you, I do not know exactly where this goes. I would like to be both tight and formless in conjuncture. Disappear without a thought whenever you want, as I will. There is to be no wasting of energy on some stupid bogus sense of owing politeness or something. I DON'T need that, nor do you. Don't ever tell me what you think I want to hear; tell me what you really want to say.
I do my very best when I have no expectations. I do not want anything in particular, excepting what is there on my path. Based on life history, I may be at the very beginning of a novel enlightenment cycle. I don't f*** jockeying those; they are full of ego and spirit and sensible direction on their own.
That's it for now.
I probably won't continue to be so loquatious generally, as I tend to lose energy at times being talkative. I'll say what needs saying. I want you to understand that I never find you contradictory. I am not contradictory.
That makes the only people I know as such. GET THAT? (THAT is important to me if anything is--and should there be crossovers involving paradox, I recognize those in you.)
If something is muddy in your world (with iob's or whatever) trust me to gleen what your spirit would say if push comes to shove. You seem whole, so you would know how to use me that way.
I probably would not be attracted to you on the tonal as an associate-- Man, the idea you smoke is awful to me. Hmm, but makes no difference in this context. You, serloco, will know which of my idiocyncrasies to put aside as irrelevant. Like you, I do not know exactly where this goes. I would like to be both tight and formless in conjuncture. Disappear without a thought whenever you want, as I will. There is to be no wasting of energy on some stupid bogus sense of owing politeness or something. I DON'T need that, nor do you. Don't ever tell me what you think I want to hear; tell me what you really want to say.
I do my very best when I have no expectations. I do not want anything in particular, excepting what is there on my path. Based on life history, I may be at the very beginning of a novel enlightenment cycle. I don't f*** jockeying those; they are full of ego and spirit and sensible direction on their own.
That's it for now.