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[serloco]

I am cold.. yes. I feign warmth, can even make it real, but underneath me is cold icey infinity.

I do not need anything no, I have what I desire. I can go out there and conquer or I can make my own way.. I am satisfied. I get loads of attention and dream my way.. My allies are cold, and they give me warmth when I feel like I may need comfort. I was a warm person in my life, submissive and gentle, giving. Years in Infinity an in the iob world changed that. IOB's, don Juans IOBS, are colder then ice. I think they invented ice. lol. It is no wonder he didn't like them, I hate them personally.

I liked the stuff about apes and being alpha male. I can relate to it. I do not think that pride and shame are the most primal emotions but are indeed close to it. I think love and sorrow are. That's just me though.

Yesterday I met an IOB female and I said she is loving, warm, n telepathic. She caters and sees. I said she knows the perfect answers. Dangerous. I fell. I a a **** who should know better, but she feels so good... Mixture of pride and love there, and a hint of shame.