01-10-2015, 12:09 AM
AND for the record, I have a sense of having completely altered the relationship with my daughter to a delightfully tantalizing juxtaposition. My daughter is definitely showing herself from a different perspective.
The night of that wedding and moving my attention, panned out 'favorably' in every respect. Still, I train myself not to think 'better/worse.'
I mean to ask. The black man (my 2nd teacher) made it perfectly clear that I can assimilate a ratchet-- that is, I never have to take a step backwards improving awareness or awareness's manifestations. I wasn't getting that the way he wanted me to. He would make a short intake of breathe, like a backwards hiccup that was correlated. What was that? The physical part seemed important, though it might have been symbolic.
The night of that wedding and moving my attention, panned out 'favorably' in every respect. Still, I train myself not to think 'better/worse.'
I mean to ask. The black man (my 2nd teacher) made it perfectly clear that I can assimilate a ratchet-- that is, I never have to take a step backwards improving awareness or awareness's manifestations. I wasn't getting that the way he wanted me to. He would make a short intake of breathe, like a backwards hiccup that was correlated. What was that? The physical part seemed important, though it might have been symbolic.