01-11-2015, 12:09 AM
I just realized you are not here, but I felt I was talking to you like you were. The burning sensation is rare, but I know how to feel my presence as I have done, but more so now. I have had surplus energy for years now--ever since I recapitulated. I never meant I could do that-- I was way way too lazy. But now, once I have an idea I know it can happen because I trust my intent to take over without my interference.
I saw Gugeyewalker mentioned how masturbation depleted his energy. I really wanted (not really really) to show him it did not have to be that way-- that he could actually increase it. Christ, I once masterbated 8 times in an hour a couple years ago-- I was ejaculating fluid with no hard on, but with incredible orgasms that got better one after the other. I do practice celibacy a few days before Sunday Sex with my wife as a rule.
It is not true you need an increase of blood flow to the penis to orgasm. I do avoid masturbating if energy is down, otherwise I do not have a drop-off no matter what I do--and that pertains to virtually all facets of my doings. An exception is to be around humans who have no awareness--that's practically everybody. Why too I have cut off my sisters. I told them I might let them take me to a particular place for lunch next summer.
I saw Gugeyewalker mentioned how masturbation depleted his energy. I really wanted (not really really) to show him it did not have to be that way-- that he could actually increase it. Christ, I once masterbated 8 times in an hour a couple years ago-- I was ejaculating fluid with no hard on, but with incredible orgasms that got better one after the other. I do practice celibacy a few days before Sunday Sex with my wife as a rule.
It is not true you need an increase of blood flow to the penis to orgasm. I do avoid masturbating if energy is down, otherwise I do not have a drop-off no matter what I do--and that pertains to virtually all facets of my doings. An exception is to be around humans who have no awareness--that's practically everybody. Why too I have cut off my sisters. I told them I might let them take me to a particular place for lunch next summer.