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[serloco]

Thanks for sharing.. reminds me of the birdy song.. "I give my heart but i lock it up, this flame has been burnt enough" It shows how one still loves but is detached from all outcome, and will not allow love to hurt oneself, or expect it even to continue.. I am good enough without it and do not need it, and yet i love anyways, even though i foresee the sting of it coming my way.. i do not deprive myself of love and loving, being loved, i am and do, but i deprive myself the attachment and the need, as well as the pains of rejection and the ones who use love to harm, and suck off it, use it for control and games of manipulation etc..

I do not follow don Juan anymore. much of his teachings were limited and weak, and at other times he was strong and true.. i do not deny he led my way for a loonng time and into great power, and beyond many of his teachings. Yet some of his teachings were and are at the pea of power and can lead you to anything, while others if followed lead to pain and hurt, and even death. As a man of power who is even beyond many of his teachings I do not cling to anything, nor bow to anyone, my life is young and my spirit immortal, i know the power that runs through these veins and the choice that is mine to keep.. I do not enter into don Juan's dream very often, or his gaits of power, for i have found my own way and truths, and many of these are built from the Matus foundation, many bricks come from him and his allies, however they tower onward through my own works and designs.. so thanks to don Juan and to myself for the life and the way i have built.

Much love to you billy.