01-23-2015, 12:00 AM
Hey billy! It was a compliment from my side, I used it to actually show how greater Serloco I deem then C.C., who was taught by me, while Serloco became nagual, without beign taught by one as far as I know and am sorry if it struckt your heart and be sure I won't do that ever again, of C.C. I speak only in regard of the books and in that instance, specifically their negligible value in comparement to the potential I see, personally, within Serloco and what a journey, just reading that few words made me experience, anyway it is 40 years in witch changed the infinity and the knowledge of humanity grown with technology and dreaming ways of sorcerers, achieving awareness further and further. That the books of CC are really nothing in comparement to what miracles, enlightements, techniques and practices of this sphere are now and it's future, simply unimaginable in the greatness and height of it.
We all are humans and how much we are, the more we see others as ourselves, by the love we magical beigns are made of. The love is the most serious involvement, that makes us to be who we are as we are made of it, the way we love - our love constructs the world, nature passing around it.
Thank you Serloco for considering, it would be an honor for me to work with another great seer and man of knowledge like you.
With the writing, i experienced the exactly same conditioning, actually giving it off and distancing from writing for twenty one years, until yesterday when I just said to myself "why not?" and saw no other reason then own habit to not go into the unknown, it symbolizes for me in my own indulgence, procrastination witch for me personally is core of all pettyness.
Anyway, I spending now all my time for the next month in forests as I have to prepare for the final encounter with the Guardian of Second Attention, I am to, as Spirit through my spirit animals told me, to finally meet eyes to eyes, get past him and enter and as it is matter of death, I have to give all my energy and time for the preparations for this battle of battles, sorcerer can fight, for power. So if we would start to write it could be after month passess or any longer, if I ever return from the second attention back.
We all are humans and how much we are, the more we see others as ourselves, by the love we magical beigns are made of. The love is the most serious involvement, that makes us to be who we are as we are made of it, the way we love - our love constructs the world, nature passing around it.
Thank you Serloco for considering, it would be an honor for me to work with another great seer and man of knowledge like you.
With the writing, i experienced the exactly same conditioning, actually giving it off and distancing from writing for twenty one years, until yesterday when I just said to myself "why not?" and saw no other reason then own habit to not go into the unknown, it symbolizes for me in my own indulgence, procrastination witch for me personally is core of all pettyness.
Anyway, I spending now all my time for the next month in forests as I have to prepare for the final encounter with the Guardian of Second Attention, I am to, as Spirit through my spirit animals told me, to finally meet eyes to eyes, get past him and enter and as it is matter of death, I have to give all my energy and time for the preparations for this battle of battles, sorcerer can fight, for power. So if we would start to write it could be after month passess or any longer, if I ever return from the second attention back.