01-23-2015, 12:00 AM
Yes, he/she was using them for a very long time for the half of heirs 10 000 years of life and now she distances from them cause she gone on the path of freedom and has to balance all that inorganic energy with organic energy, like every fully actualised sorcerer, so s/he even have to fears them liberately, love them, hate them, disregardem or use any way to be distanced from them to not any further loose organic energy in exchange for theirs, hitch is the only way for exchanging it, thus gaining inorganic energy. However do not be deceived nor taken by his acts, for however the seems ununderstandable to you. They are moves of awareness planned in every detail a true mastership of stalking to balance her own organic energy with inorganic energy S,he was using mainly and almost solely for the 5 000years. That is also reason why he needed all naguals of my before life lineage to give himr energy, cause of hier sheashell luminousity she took on hairmsellf and which made him closer to inorganics than humans, nonetheless, she was able to change his configuration back to an egg, after I gave her in this life a great amount of organic energy and nearly I died from the exchange and the amount of inorganic energy, my human form blocked by that and still blocks me to use, by my own fear of death, yet we had no other option as hse was about do die as he were unable to perpetuate she anymore in that state of him that dissalowed her freedom as the seashell luminousity configuration did to the 7 other seers that before 10 000years took this forms on themselves and still wander like that on earth, without a chance to freedom.