Inside-out, Upside-down

[serloco]

Can't

i believe i can do anything
and that which is beyond me lay in the proceeding moment
yet to come
the silent observer within me watching
as i cast can't's into the stream and watch them form
the observer acts fast and snatches the can't from my attention before it touches
unwinding the about-to-be future
this moment now
which is all there really is
how big i can make it or how small is up to me
reality... what is real... is a definition within me
casting reals and reels
you hand me your reels like everyone does
placing your movie into my projector
but I can
I can take it out and put a new one in
or be a director
with my own special effects team
everyone on set aware of my every action
hanging on my every word
waiting for my every cue
and what role do I play for myself?
Is it even a question I can answer for myself?
A choice?
or am I a slave?
enslaved.
I can or I can not.
That is the question
I will or I will not
but either way I Will