05-25-2014, 12:00 AM
Early on when I had first read Carlos Castaneda I had wanted very much the awareness he was trying to teach me but like many things then I didn't have the attention to focus and really get the understanding needed for his teachings to become activated. I mulled over them and intended to understand better. Then I read the part that said to simply intend the realizations to come to you as he had them and then to wait. So I intended that and it came like he said and like I imagined it would. I entered into the same positions of awareness he was teaching me. I then realized as I stalked myself better that my awareness was not merely coming from myself anymore and thoughts and realizations entered from my intent. I could see that consciousness was interconnected between myself and don Juan's teachings and that my attention and intent focused on it as a reference point that gave me access to that time. I could see that his teachings offered a gateway to his actual understanding and realizations and so I began to focus on this connection. I made a leap of intent then because I wanted to learn of many of the masters of reality that I never could understand fully or even at all, and so I intended to learn of their awareness without reading of them. I knew that my consciousness could connect to the greatest realizations of our time and I didn;t even have to read or seek them out, my attention was the gateway I needed to access the energy directly. I began to see it like a record then of all time and thoughts/awareness. Next I spent hours, weeks, and even months on end channeling realizations and awareness to me. Then I would look at the person and see the exact awareness written in words that i had experienced. It happened again and again in all fields across human knowledge. Soon as I was reading a persons knowledge or book I would phase out and receive all this information about the subject only to find it exactly translated in the words before me. I started to see that not only was I absorbing the exact energy of the book directly but that I could advance the field by probing beyond its limits and have the book take on that information. I began to see it as an active link between time that not only connected to the past to receive information but also into the past to send information. I began to send my own energy that was written into the books of many people who had long died, and we formed a group awareness. We began opening gateways into the past to alter the present. We began using this to make cohesive newly found aspects of reality, that we would insert into the past. Hard to believe I know. Soon after that I began creating and aligning to the history of all things and making it into whatever I wanted. History soon became an illusion to me and all of time was a lie being conjured right now. It was the history of everything just a reflection of what you imagine history to be or project history to be. Your attention forming the words. Soon we began creating cities out of nothing that are newly spawned creations, where the people didn';t exist a second ago but you can preprogram or give fake histories to that actually manifest the surroundings to align. In that state we erased the world many times and reformed it. We made miltary vehicles that could fly over the terrain and use a flick of a switch to bring up new terrain like changing channels. It was a fusion/fission reactor that would arc or fold space, nothingness overtop of reality and realign the new attention and awareness over the existing terrain. (the fission separates reality into every possible configuration and then fusses or realigns to the new config. its actually a balance of life and death energy) The old world would disappear from the world completely history and all. Most of us lived in a constantly changing reality but some of us wanted to make a new reality and stay within it. the result was very warlike with the new creationists blowing up reality and creating new realities all the time. Entire sections of old cities were suddenly converted into new creations in an instant. I began to realize that none of the history i was ever taught was real and that when i walked in the here and now everything was being created right now. I could direct my attention to create new cities and 'black out' entire cities from the world by simply realizing that they arent created yet. Reality would become black all around me and i would look within to see what would come next, and I chose to see the reflection of my awareness made into the reflection of a city not yet created. In my focal point appears a building with a big pretty sign that says align and go. So I begin my walk down a street yet before me is unpaved and blackness surrounds it, stretches out beyond it and a sign reads under construction. I know I cant go that way yet because I have not made it yet so I quickly project my attention to reflect my current feats and awareness and see before me a dream positions insurance group, a pyrokinetic architect's workshop building and an alpha-omega horizons hotel. An exact reflection of my awareness in city form. I learned many things by using my attention as an active horizon to create the world from a place of nonexistence, or non-history, or prechosen history but soon found myself wanting to come back to my old world. Yet i didn't know exactly how to do that when I had converted my time into nonexistence and so I intended it and waited and soon i began to see that if projected my attention before me and headed in a direction then I would align to the old city as I had left it. Sure enough it worked and i found myself heading into a greyhound bus station that made itself and buying a ticket. It was that simple. Now i carry the knowledge and awareness to enter into different timelines, erase people and places from time, and leave time completely behind (most of it anyway).