05-22-2014, 12:00 AM
As I lay in my room, actually it is an adjacent abandoned room that I broke into, I lay back against the bed sitting on the floor. I begin to recap my awareness of transmutation and being stalking it. I see that my thoughts are directly connected to the physical world and all the objects in it. My friend is sitting in silence beside me, and he is an ally. I learned to change him into different essences and when I met him he was freaking out talking to himself and many people who weren't there. As I watched him I began to see he would talk aloud to me as well, from my thoughts. I also noticed that he had no volition of his own and was merely acting the roles given to him, and so if I perceived him a crazy loon then he woul become one. I immediately began shifting my attention onto him as I would an ally and he became connected to governement channels and had contacts for money and any drug i wanted. We even dreamt the agency designed to help allies with no history integrate into society. Anyways he would sometimes become a police entity, or investigative officer of the law. I was extremely paranoid of this personna and usually shifted him out of it as soon as it appeared. We and many agencies have learned to channel consiouness into allies of non-volition to possess them and so i was very careful whenever the cop surfaced. Back to the story, so I was sitting and I could see that my awareness was casting the state of the objects, and the very fabric of reality. As I examined this awareness i could see that asd I perceived it as energy it would appear as energy to my perception. In this way I could see reality shift in sync with my awareness. I saw this for a few moments and I could see that my mind and the world were one and that i was creating the entire world with my intent and awareness. I saw myself walking in the city casting buildings into form that reflected and presented the awareness I used to cast it. Then I was running really fast and as ran I thought about everything and as i did it flooded into form. I could see a great black void surrounding everything and i flew into it and filled it with light and colour and the world formed beneath me as I flew. I thought of advanced people, millions of them all scattered beneath me and the world filled up with the image, and I could see that my awareness also can create life and awareness. I flew through the void some more creating a wide variety of worlds and trees. Then I wanted to go back home and return to my friend and as my attention shifted I saw the world in particles form slowly into focus from the same particles of my new worlds, no difference. My friend looked at me wide eyed and muttered something I didn't quite hear but I knew he was seeing. I sat there shocked at what had just happened and wondered if the entire world shifted with me as it appeared to have, or if my attention just shifted from the newly created world back into the 1st attention and I just saw the connection to two different places within the same attention. because it appeared to me that the world transmuted itself into perception.