05-07-2012, 12:00 AM
A warrior wants to connect with the spirit. A warrior also may have family children spouses jobs life. How does one balance all? There is no balance. There is only now. A warrior has no history unless it comes from the spirit. You are a human being. Made of flesh bone and water. You will die. Your children family will die, we all as inorganics will die. Now with that said now what? What is the use? Why are you here? What does it all mean? Answer is nothing. There is no answer for you ask each other and not the deciding force which will not answer. There is only now and knowing it. All you were is gone and all you are is now. Only now matters. Not what your mother or father did twenty years ago. Not when you learned to drive. Its history. History is gone. When you use the past to trap your energy you cannot see. You cannot change. Your stuck and you cannot be in the present, truly in it. The death of self a warrior does for two reasons. To free the double (for the eagle) and to erase self and all its holds and pain. One may actually get so sick they die, they die from their depression for they cannot defeat their past. There are many ways to die the symbolic death but it must be done. I have seen a woman take a pot she had used to gather her life in and throw it off a bridge to the rocks below. In this action she died the symbolic death and changed her life. Each of you will die the symbolic death and from the ashes will come a new being. This being will be the new you.