10-22-2009, 12:00 AM
Hey Blue totem,
I was wondering what you were doing/practicing during that time that you had this experience? I have had strange experiences too, and with that came this huge
desire to KNOW exactly what it was, I was looking for someone to tell me, explain it, sooth me. I never got any concrete answers and this frustrated me, but
years later I seem to somehow have found peace with it, and something in me changed, and I sort of answered my own burning question, not completely, but in a
way. My hunt for answers did lead me to have a sort of magical experience in itself, I met a man who became a very close friend and confident, sadly just
years later he died of a very sudden case of throat cancer - completely out of the blue, he was in his early forties. He was a few steps further along the
"path" than me, so for a few years I had someone to answer most all my questions, and I will always cherish that. I have no idea why I tell you all
this, but your post has been on my mind lately, so maybe something I say will be of value to you in this experience you have had.
Take care, Dreamgirl
I was wondering what you were doing/practicing during that time that you had this experience? I have had strange experiences too, and with that came this huge
desire to KNOW exactly what it was, I was looking for someone to tell me, explain it, sooth me. I never got any concrete answers and this frustrated me, but
years later I seem to somehow have found peace with it, and something in me changed, and I sort of answered my own burning question, not completely, but in a
way. My hunt for answers did lead me to have a sort of magical experience in itself, I met a man who became a very close friend and confident, sadly just
years later he died of a very sudden case of throat cancer - completely out of the blue, he was in his early forties. He was a few steps further along the
"path" than me, so for a few years I had someone to answer most all my questions, and I will always cherish that. I have no idea why I tell you all
this, but your post has been on my mind lately, so maybe something I say will be of value to you in this experience you have had.
Take care, Dreamgirl