06-16-2009, 12:00 AM
Hey, Dreamgirl,
I appreciate it, please provide the links {: ) I think there is some blockage in my lower chakras and sometimes i come off as just a weirdo. I really feel the
need for recap but I have been having some memories come up in context lately and am not pushing recap too hard currently. i did start a list of persons
I've met. Recap is pretty scarey to me, there was some intense trauma in my childhood and younger life.
I have certainly felt that i am a left handed fool. I think you are pretty accurate here, though I do have a down to earth side too. I've made some
progress thanks to Od.
I did some walking last spring and summer though I didn't call it power walking then, it was intense but i had no time when my family member got sick.
Recently I have gone on three power walks and on the first two the spirit(i dont know what this spirit is) walked me--i picked up trash and ended up sitting
under Catalpa trees, a different one each walk. I seem to have a connection with certain trees. I went into a mild second attention and this lasted fading away
after a couple hours when I got home. My mind was quieter and I was extra sensitive to sound and and everything looked so fresh. i did not crave ciggarettes as
much. Here is interesting: the first Catalpa tree I sat under is right by the street at a crossroads, cars were driving by now and then and one of them back
fired, it startled me and it seemed to startle the tree as the very second i was feeling the startle a slender branch recoiled as if from a blast of air, yet
there was only a little fairly steady breeze. This evening I power walked and I felt the presence but it didn't walk me--i thought it might be because i
smoked one cig at the beggining of my walk? I did have a mild change in consciousness and i ate some damn good mulberries and pale peach bramble berries--at
one point a grackle in the street i was walking down landed about 10 feet ahead of me with something white in his beak, he put it down on the street and flew
away. I thought it might be a gift from the spirit, it turned out to be bird poop and i expect i got the gift i needed as i was having some noble thoughts. :
9. that spirit--ee's funny.
I appreciate it, please provide the links {: ) I think there is some blockage in my lower chakras and sometimes i come off as just a weirdo. I really feel the
need for recap but I have been having some memories come up in context lately and am not pushing recap too hard currently. i did start a list of persons
I've met. Recap is pretty scarey to me, there was some intense trauma in my childhood and younger life.
I have certainly felt that i am a left handed fool. I think you are pretty accurate here, though I do have a down to earth side too. I've made some
progress thanks to Od.
I did some walking last spring and summer though I didn't call it power walking then, it was intense but i had no time when my family member got sick.
Recently I have gone on three power walks and on the first two the spirit(i dont know what this spirit is) walked me--i picked up trash and ended up sitting
under Catalpa trees, a different one each walk. I seem to have a connection with certain trees. I went into a mild second attention and this lasted fading away
after a couple hours when I got home. My mind was quieter and I was extra sensitive to sound and and everything looked so fresh. i did not crave ciggarettes as
much. Here is interesting: the first Catalpa tree I sat under is right by the street at a crossroads, cars were driving by now and then and one of them back
fired, it startled me and it seemed to startle the tree as the very second i was feeling the startle a slender branch recoiled as if from a blast of air, yet
there was only a little fairly steady breeze. This evening I power walked and I felt the presence but it didn't walk me--i thought it might be because i
smoked one cig at the beggining of my walk? I did have a mild change in consciousness and i ate some damn good mulberries and pale peach bramble berries--at
one point a grackle in the street i was walking down landed about 10 feet ahead of me with something white in his beak, he put it down on the street and flew
away. I thought it might be a gift from the spirit, it turned out to be bird poop and i expect i got the gift i needed as i was having some noble thoughts. :
9. that spirit--ee's funny.