08-11-2005, 12:00 AM
Singer. I was talking to a friend about the copycat thing awhile back because she has the same situation. This is what she had to say about it, and this is the best explanation for the flattery aspect of it I have heard yet so I tend to agree with her...
"They say imitation is the finest form of flattery, but I think that's a crock of ****. I say, be original, come up with your own **** and don't try and walk in someone else's shadow...but sad fact, some people will never, ever be able to do that. They ride the coat tails of other people through the course of their lives, and I have to wonder, even when their old and done...if they'll ever look back and realize just how pathetic it really was. *shrugs* Maybe one day I'll be able to look at it and laugh, but right now, it just makes me want to shove my fist through their face. "
Zitter, hell no I don't even buy into my own Illusion! haha! Actually I have spoken about this before as far as the Illusion goes. They see something inside me these girls, and they want to for whatever reason capture that essence that they admire in me. But it gets muffled along the way, they bought into my Illusion, my appearance, they somehow mixed up my being with my look and thus emulate that they think they are seeing. When you have someone doing that, not just one, but two people, for two years you tend to get tired of it.
As far as helping her. I thought I could. But Coyote taught me a very good lesson with that. I took her back in as a friend because she seemed sincere on wanting to grow and progress spiritually and emotionally. But what I found is that she has not changed, she just ran out of ideas since she was not around me. So she had to lure me back in to suck me dry again. I have taught her countless energy exercises. She doesn't do them. Instead when i see her I feel drained and frustrated and anxiety. I looked at this long and hard...again. And I have come to the conclusion that she has a psychic attachment to me and has to feed off me to make herself feel better. *** that, I am done with being someone's dinner. So now I am taking the procautions and getting rid of her. because if I keep wasting my energy on trying to save her knowing that she is not doing one thing to better herself, I am just wasting and losing my energy and then I am the one that needs to be saved. I do not have time in this life to waste on feeders. I still have so much work to do to better myself, **** like this just holds me back from myself.
Coyote is telling me to laugh, but right now I can see the humor in it, but I am not laughing yet.
"They say imitation is the finest form of flattery, but I think that's a crock of ****. I say, be original, come up with your own **** and don't try and walk in someone else's shadow...but sad fact, some people will never, ever be able to do that. They ride the coat tails of other people through the course of their lives, and I have to wonder, even when their old and done...if they'll ever look back and realize just how pathetic it really was. *shrugs* Maybe one day I'll be able to look at it and laugh, but right now, it just makes me want to shove my fist through their face. "
Zitter, hell no I don't even buy into my own Illusion! haha! Actually I have spoken about this before as far as the Illusion goes. They see something inside me these girls, and they want to for whatever reason capture that essence that they admire in me. But it gets muffled along the way, they bought into my Illusion, my appearance, they somehow mixed up my being with my look and thus emulate that they think they are seeing. When you have someone doing that, not just one, but two people, for two years you tend to get tired of it.
As far as helping her. I thought I could. But Coyote taught me a very good lesson with that. I took her back in as a friend because she seemed sincere on wanting to grow and progress spiritually and emotionally. But what I found is that she has not changed, she just ran out of ideas since she was not around me. So she had to lure me back in to suck me dry again. I have taught her countless energy exercises. She doesn't do them. Instead when i see her I feel drained and frustrated and anxiety. I looked at this long and hard...again. And I have come to the conclusion that she has a psychic attachment to me and has to feed off me to make herself feel better. *** that, I am done with being someone's dinner. So now I am taking the procautions and getting rid of her. because if I keep wasting my energy on trying to save her knowing that she is not doing one thing to better herself, I am just wasting and losing my energy and then I am the one that needs to be saved. I do not have time in this life to waste on feeders. I still have so much work to do to better myself, **** like this just holds me back from myself.
Coyote is telling me to laugh, but right now I can see the humor in it, but I am not laughing yet.