09-04-2003, 12:00 AM
Dr.Green,
I was reflecting on your definition of the quality of the Tonal's awareness. You probably came to a divisive definition, because the Tonal's awareness dwells in dark emanations. Their vibrations are very slow, so the refraction of the emanations outside is hardly perceived. Only little of the light outside gets to the inside of the Tonal's awareness. Also the Tonal is repulsive towards higher speeds of vibrations, when the Tonal sticks to bad habits, like greed, hatred, worries.
I was having two dreams on the nature of the Tonal since Sunday. I dreamt, the Eagle was exhaling a cosmic fire and the fire was alive. It consisted only out of beings. This fire though was also producing smut, as a result of burning out. The nature of the body is that of smut, like the flesh and bones are a byproduct of the living fire. That's what I dreamt.
The only thing one could do as a body is, to set yourself on fire with a cosmic fire. In my dream that fire looked very colorful, like it was containing all colors of the spectrum, except the color white. The Tonal was left in darkness itself and therefore, as a reaction to the darkness, it would produce these lights. Psychologically speaking a Tonal doing that, had accepted anything in life for good, when confronted with the facts of it's existence.
I was reflecting on your definition of the quality of the Tonal's awareness. You probably came to a divisive definition, because the Tonal's awareness dwells in dark emanations. Their vibrations are very slow, so the refraction of the emanations outside is hardly perceived. Only little of the light outside gets to the inside of the Tonal's awareness. Also the Tonal is repulsive towards higher speeds of vibrations, when the Tonal sticks to bad habits, like greed, hatred, worries.
I was having two dreams on the nature of the Tonal since Sunday. I dreamt, the Eagle was exhaling a cosmic fire and the fire was alive. It consisted only out of beings. This fire though was also producing smut, as a result of burning out. The nature of the body is that of smut, like the flesh and bones are a byproduct of the living fire. That's what I dreamt.
The only thing one could do as a body is, to set yourself on fire with a cosmic fire. In my dream that fire looked very colorful, like it was containing all colors of the spectrum, except the color white. The Tonal was left in darkness itself and therefore, as a reaction to the darkness, it would produce these lights. Psychologically speaking a Tonal doing that, had accepted anything in life for good, when confronted with the facts of it's existence.

