07-06-2007, 12:01 AM
"am not sure what is now blocking me....any ideas? The only thing i see as a factor is the fact that i met my ex-wife when i was 19 and had my daughter. This brings me to my second question....Don Juan stated that children cause the parent to have holes in the luminous body. Do children hinder a path to knowledge (or the ability to manipulate the AP due to the holes)? Does human sexual desire do the same?"
What is blocking you Daniel is your tonal. Your arrangement you have made with your intent regarding your life. This arrangement is paritally made between yourself and your family. We give and take from ourselves. The more we part with the more we lose. The holes are made by our giving away energy, there is some that is taken but the size is determined by your intent whether you are making it with your will or not. The power to move your intent is still there. You have half closed your link with the spirit itself and regaining that link is called polishing. Look for power, then when it comes, it will manifest in your dreaming.
Don Juan told Carlos to go and take back his energyu from his child and thus closing his holes.
I have a samll hole that was caused by the death of a dog companion. I can close the hole when I want. I haven't done it yet for I loved. Closing the hole is in a way at least to this warrior will mean letting go of that "tye" of love.
I am sure you are not ready to make that choice with your daughter. Does human sexual existence cause holes? No, unless it was made with violent behaviour and then it becomes more a cancerous feeding hole.
She (your daughter) brings you a greater connection because she has a connection and you feel it and even absorb it. Never is nothing more powerful than a young heart with that which is the great spirit of this world.
Do you wear a ring since that time? Sometimes jewelry worn during dreaming will block power and sometimes they will help.
What is blocking you Daniel is your tonal. Your arrangement you have made with your intent regarding your life. This arrangement is paritally made between yourself and your family. We give and take from ourselves. The more we part with the more we lose. The holes are made by our giving away energy, there is some that is taken but the size is determined by your intent whether you are making it with your will or not. The power to move your intent is still there. You have half closed your link with the spirit itself and regaining that link is called polishing. Look for power, then when it comes, it will manifest in your dreaming.
Don Juan told Carlos to go and take back his energyu from his child and thus closing his holes.
I have a samll hole that was caused by the death of a dog companion. I can close the hole when I want. I haven't done it yet for I loved. Closing the hole is in a way at least to this warrior will mean letting go of that "tye" of love.
I am sure you are not ready to make that choice with your daughter. Does human sexual existence cause holes? No, unless it was made with violent behaviour and then it becomes more a cancerous feeding hole.
She (your daughter) brings you a greater connection because she has a connection and you feel it and even absorb it. Never is nothing more powerful than a young heart with that which is the great spirit of this world.
Do you wear a ring since that time? Sometimes jewelry worn during dreaming will block power and sometimes they will help.