The Oracle

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I would like to ask the oracle some things.. ehm ehm (im a bit shy at first contact, but this is important for me, so here goes..)
I have come to a time of quiet and have seemingly lost will to move forward due to maybe fear, maybe lack of believing in myself, whatever.
Id like to ask the oracle for advise. Help how to move on on my path. If there is anything that can give me a first kick to set of in this new year (for this period started at the end of december) id be grateful.
is the thing i am doing in my "bussiness world" not something i should be spending time and energy on? How do I unblock all this negativity in myself concerning this, in order to finish it and move on?
Second: since childhood i have an illness that is pestering me, how can i get rid of it for good / forever?
Third: where is my place? geografically speaking..
Fourth: am I a stalker or a dreamer? Which world direction is "mine"? Which wind is connected to me? What type of person am I energetically?
(I have a fifth question as well, but i feel i want to ask that after reading a reply, because it deals with different matters)