05-15-2007, 12:00 AM
Living in the world was something I found difficult in the world. I became obsessed with the idea of death. Once while in Arizona, I found I could stop my heart from beating. A terriflying ordeal as I had to make it start beating again after making it stop in order to live. I was shocked at how easy this was to do.
After that I knew I could mentally end my life at any moment. When learning the teachings I found that I could access the ASSEMBLAGE POINT of this type of alignment and it was possible to put another life form in this position. A awesome power and one I would never access.
After that I knew I could mentally end my life at any moment. When learning the teachings I found that I could access the ASSEMBLAGE POINT of this type of alignment and it was possible to put another life form in this position. A awesome power and one I would never access.

