01-25-2008, 12:00 AM
Hi Bob I read your post from 01 09 08 and I want to share a story with you.there was a time about 10 years ago I was on top of the world.I recapitulated every day and was well past the second gate of dreaming;and socially my life could not have been better.Then suddenly one day it all was gone.I lost everything literally and for the first time in my life was homeless.Things are good now,but the funny thing is I still can not conceptualize why those things happened.I also have not been able to dream since that time.But to continue just breifly.Just last year (after struggling the previous year-only by the grace of who knows what being able to keep a roof over my head)out of nowhere I landed my dream job as an archaeologist.I am not sure what I am saying,but overnight I literally was taken out of my hell again.will continue this post