02-16-2008, 12:01 AM
Ah the end of oneself. Perhaps..as I get older I know that I need to access the power areas to obtain energy/sorcery.
When I was younger the spirt was strong in me. I could see and act and define with great clarity. Age the destroyer, works on me in one direction and without going into detail, my life/its tonal has changed:
Where I lived most of my life along the fringes of society. A true lone wolf, this new part of my life is very different.
I came back into the world. I changed careers and by doing that I threw myself back into the tonal of western society.
Joined forces with what I used to think an enemy and became someone that not one person including family, friends, peers, and all who ever known me would have ever thought possible.
I confront the flyer everyday. I put my life on the line everyday. I run to the sounds of trouble , not away.
Why? Because I am a warrior.But a warrior that has taken up the sword. A type that now who will and does fight the evil in our society.
There would be many who would say: why Lone Wolf? My answer is complicated but truly it is because I can.
This type of life I live, takes it toll. I dream of violence and suffer bouts of sleeplessness, the spirt is with me as always but I am not the same with it.
Other changes as well these last three years have taken me from inner silence and the nagual part of me.
Yet I don't mind. I make a difference. The sheep they love their sheepdogs, and the wolves are out there and they prey.
When I was younger the spirt was strong in me. I could see and act and define with great clarity. Age the destroyer, works on me in one direction and without going into detail, my life/its tonal has changed:
Where I lived most of my life along the fringes of society. A true lone wolf, this new part of my life is very different.
I came back into the world. I changed careers and by doing that I threw myself back into the tonal of western society.
Joined forces with what I used to think an enemy and became someone that not one person including family, friends, peers, and all who ever known me would have ever thought possible.
I confront the flyer everyday. I put my life on the line everyday. I run to the sounds of trouble , not away.
Why? Because I am a warrior.But a warrior that has taken up the sword. A type that now who will and does fight the evil in our society.
There would be many who would say: why Lone Wolf? My answer is complicated but truly it is because I can.
This type of life I live, takes it toll. I dream of violence and suffer bouts of sleeplessness, the spirt is with me as always but I am not the same with it.
Other changes as well these last three years have taken me from inner silence and the nagual part of me.
Yet I don't mind. I make a difference. The sheep they love their sheepdogs, and the wolves are out there and they prey.