09-20-2008, 12:01 AM
Thus back to the story.... I suffered through a depressing period in my life. I was living in a big house with barely any furniture. I was alone except for my
dogs. I remember a very hard period where I was so sick I couldn't barely survive. It was a cold winter. I slept on a couch in the living room because it
was close to bathroom and kitchen. (My bedroom was upstairs) My dog would sleep on my couch with me watching me and was my only comfort. For a week I could
barely move and had no reason to keep living I thought. This was when I lost my human form. A terrible fever came upon me and I shivered through the nights. I
knew that there was no one who would come for me and my dogs needed me for food and water so that I think was why I pulled through it. Out of the fire I was in
a sense reborn with a terrible state of mind. Looking back I was barely human. I friend sent me a book. It was called "The Art of Dreaming" by CC. I
was in shock for I didn't know he had released a new book and I delved deeply back into Nagualism. From that time I came into a new self. Power came back
to me. I was now truly Lone Wolf as you know me now.
dogs. I remember a very hard period where I was so sick I couldn't barely survive. It was a cold winter. I slept on a couch in the living room because it
was close to bathroom and kitchen. (My bedroom was upstairs) My dog would sleep on my couch with me watching me and was my only comfort. For a week I could
barely move and had no reason to keep living I thought. This was when I lost my human form. A terrible fever came upon me and I shivered through the nights. I
knew that there was no one who would come for me and my dogs needed me for food and water so that I think was why I pulled through it. Out of the fire I was in
a sense reborn with a terrible state of mind. Looking back I was barely human. I friend sent me a book. It was called "The Art of Dreaming" by CC. I
was in shock for I didn't know he had released a new book and I delved deeply back into Nagualism. From that time I came into a new self. Power came back
to me. I was now truly Lone Wolf as you know me now.

