10-07-2011, 12:02 AM
My double really came into its own once I lost my human form. I remember the feeling and recounted it in this thread as " a terrible state of mind." This translates that once the human lost his form he was able to see the bare being inside he had become, like raw power. This raw power was the type that could lash out and affect anything. The state of mind was knowing what your double was becoming now, it and you had no walls between. It was not like a glowing light filled with love, it was just power and I had to contain it or it would overwhelm me. I can see how when a sorcerer reached this crossroads he/she could become a powerful black sorcerer or stay a warrior seeking freedom which I did. Power in this form could easily corrupt those who would use it to control and hurt others. Thats is why it is so important to prepare one's self for it and be ready when it hits for there's no feeling like it I ever encountered. The warrior's path of having no self-importance is angled for when such a transformation takes place and the warrior doesn't turn into something dark as many do.