12-24-2010, 12:00 AM
Hi, forum noob here with so much to learn, i felt compelled to reply to this post. i found the site because i was once told by someone wiser than i have and will ever be i am a SW.
The material world interrupted my spiritual journey, in a bizzarre way. I was closing in some profound insites due to some of the work i was doing when my health took a sudden turn for the worse. I was urinating blood, and had extreme pains in my groin. My doctor immediately arranged for me to go to hospital for tests, naturally the night before these tests i was scared, i knew they were looking for prostate cancer, but i was too young to seriously contemplate this! I tried to calm my racing mind by using some breathing techniques i had been taught.
All of a sudden i was aware of a presence in the room, but it was a physical presence, not a channeled one like i was used to, sitting across the room from me was a dark shape. I asked who it was, it said you know already, so i asked it if had come for me, it said i had 2 paths, my contract was complete and i could go, or i can stay and take the harder path off further development. I said i would choose the path that is the will of the creator.
The next day i was told after many invasive tests that i had a bladder infection, and for a male of that age is unusual. I am fit, in good health generally and was soon back on my feet.
I have never shared that experience on an internet forum before, only a few close friends.
To this day and in hingighti am not sure if that experience and conversation was on this plane or another, it certainly was the most tangible and lucid dream i have ever had looking at some of the replies on this post prompted me to share. I clearly stumbled on this forum for a reason, i have been in retirement since this episode, but lately over the last few weeks i am hearing the call again and this time i will read CC's books! It is clear i missed my true path before and maybe this forum will be my inspiration to tread the correct one.
The material world interrupted my spiritual journey, in a bizzarre way. I was closing in some profound insites due to some of the work i was doing when my health took a sudden turn for the worse. I was urinating blood, and had extreme pains in my groin. My doctor immediately arranged for me to go to hospital for tests, naturally the night before these tests i was scared, i knew they were looking for prostate cancer, but i was too young to seriously contemplate this! I tried to calm my racing mind by using some breathing techniques i had been taught.
All of a sudden i was aware of a presence in the room, but it was a physical presence, not a channeled one like i was used to, sitting across the room from me was a dark shape. I asked who it was, it said you know already, so i asked it if had come for me, it said i had 2 paths, my contract was complete and i could go, or i can stay and take the harder path off further development. I said i would choose the path that is the will of the creator.
The next day i was told after many invasive tests that i had a bladder infection, and for a male of that age is unusual. I am fit, in good health generally and was soon back on my feet.
I have never shared that experience on an internet forum before, only a few close friends.
To this day and in hingighti am not sure if that experience and conversation was on this plane or another, it certainly was the most tangible and lucid dream i have ever had looking at some of the replies on this post prompted me to share. I clearly stumbled on this forum for a reason, i have been in retirement since this episode, but lately over the last few weeks i am hearing the call again and this time i will read CC's books! It is clear i missed my true path before and maybe this forum will be my inspiration to tread the correct one.