07-28-2011, 12:00 AM
Yes conceptually i can understand that all time is now. Thats fine to say. Its easy and comfortable to think this.
When i dive into the metaphysics of assembalge points being just a fixed frequency of perception, and the fact that we are a luminous coccoon contain a vast array of posible frequencies, i can understand and sometimes 'see' this.
What i have a block with is this;
how and why when my AP moves to the place where the double is experienced, i experience things in the double that invariably come to pass in the here and now of normal everyday waking perception later on?
Sorry if this is long winded and heavy but this sort of metaphysical conundrum just makes me screw my face up cos i dont get how this works. I hate not understanding this sort of thing. My mind feels like it needs to grasp this in order to survive. Its metaphysically desparate, an itch i just cant scratch.
Currently I would posit that i have rounded up areas of usuable second attention that have focussed on these specific emanations concerning time. I just dont 'see' this yet though. So the answer is unsatisfying. Thoughts and ideas i dont really trust anyway. They are just like chimera.
Having second attention that aligns emanations of time differently to dreamers obviously leads to a very different set of experiences. All you dreamers are like a different species to me. Thats what you feel like from here. You lot baffle me. I understand why someone once described you all as a 'morbid' lot.
You know what, even focussing on this is making me trip again.
Cool!
When i dive into the metaphysics of assembalge points being just a fixed frequency of perception, and the fact that we are a luminous coccoon contain a vast array of posible frequencies, i can understand and sometimes 'see' this.
What i have a block with is this;
how and why when my AP moves to the place where the double is experienced, i experience things in the double that invariably come to pass in the here and now of normal everyday waking perception later on?
Sorry if this is long winded and heavy but this sort of metaphysical conundrum just makes me screw my face up cos i dont get how this works. I hate not understanding this sort of thing. My mind feels like it needs to grasp this in order to survive. Its metaphysically desparate, an itch i just cant scratch.
Currently I would posit that i have rounded up areas of usuable second attention that have focussed on these specific emanations concerning time. I just dont 'see' this yet though. So the answer is unsatisfying. Thoughts and ideas i dont really trust anyway. They are just like chimera.
Having second attention that aligns emanations of time differently to dreamers obviously leads to a very different set of experiences. All you dreamers are like a different species to me. Thats what you feel like from here. You lot baffle me. I understand why someone once described you all as a 'morbid' lot.
You know what, even focussing on this is making me trip again.
Cool!