01-06-2010, 12:00 AM
Nagual LoneWolf wrote:
Do you believe you are in full and total control of your thoughts? Do you ever have thoughts that you feel are not yours? Urges not yours? Desires or wants
...not yours? Ever feel evil? Want to kick the dog or yell at the kids? It is my belief there is something inside you that IS NOT you. It wants to hurt and
is inherently evil. It is called the foreign installation. A being that enters your mind and lives on your body. It eats your magical energy. It takes away
from you many spiritual powers. It is the one enemy you must defeat in order to become a sorcerer. A warrior is one who battles for his freedom. A man of
knowledge has awareness of the foreign installation and controls his internal dialogue. A sorcerer defeats the F.I. What do you believe?
I believe the foreign installation is what I have come to call "The Program" or the overlay. It has elements of Jung's
"collective unconscious" but that's just the tip of the iceberg. What is the program? Basically the "shoulds" and
"shouldn't's", the rules and regulations, and most of all the belief systems of the consensual reality. Put another way, the program is the
operating system under which all humans function until such time as they realize they are being more or less controlled & manipulated by a paradigm which
is not their own, and whose sole intent is to ultimately kill them.
Now... do I believe it is sentient or sinister? Personally, no. I don't see that. It's just a program created by the collective, the consensus - but
it is a deadly one because it will ALWAYS adhere to the lowest common denominator of thoughtless (literally) behaviour, and it will shout in our ear from dusk
to dawn that we are... fill in the blank... worthless, brainless, dickless, witless, and so on. And it will convince us that we are beings who are going to
die, when the reality of that may be very different for those who take the time and energy to overcome the program itself. In the 'tenant' thread,
we're talking about recapitulation as a possible tool for 'not dying'. I'm still not sure if the participants there are referring to longevity
or actual immortality, but either way - clearly these are people who have defeated the program sufficiently to work outside of its frequency band.
I realize a lot of warriors see the foreign installation as a sentient or even extraterrestrial force, but to me it has never presented/manifested that way.
It's just the drone of the consenss - on auto-pilot, with no sentient force at the helm. It's doing what it was programmed to do - to essentially
thwart human evolution - largely because the universe has seemingly built-in default programs whose sole function is to do just that... thwart human evolution.
Why? Because if it were easy, if it were a straightforward path to an easily-seen goal, it would not be evolution, but only a walk in the park. So, I see
the foreign installation as an extension of the humanform wavelength - the mechanism we have built to distract ourselves, test ourselves, thwart ourselves, and
trap ourselves... unless & until we turn around, look ourselves in the eye, and say, "Hey, Self, is this what you really want, or are you just running
this program by default? Do you believe the **** you're singing to yourself in your internal dialogue, or can you see it's all just a meaningless
chant spun into being by your scared little-self?"
When we have the wherewithal to *see* the foreign installation for the Agent Smith it is, we open ourselves to the power which will enable us to defeat it.
What is that power? Simply put: it is the power of surrender: to the higher self, the dreaming self, the double - i.e., the self which exists
outside of the program itself. That is when "the double is dreaming you" and therefore "you" are no longer controlled from
inside the program.
Hope that makes sense. LOL. Good topic.
Do you believe you are in full and total control of your thoughts? Do you ever have thoughts that you feel are not yours? Urges not yours? Desires or wants
...not yours? Ever feel evil? Want to kick the dog or yell at the kids? It is my belief there is something inside you that IS NOT you. It wants to hurt and
is inherently evil. It is called the foreign installation. A being that enters your mind and lives on your body. It eats your magical energy. It takes away
from you many spiritual powers. It is the one enemy you must defeat in order to become a sorcerer. A warrior is one who battles for his freedom. A man of
knowledge has awareness of the foreign installation and controls his internal dialogue. A sorcerer defeats the F.I. What do you believe?
I believe the foreign installation is what I have come to call "The Program" or the overlay. It has elements of Jung's
"collective unconscious" but that's just the tip of the iceberg. What is the program? Basically the "shoulds" and
"shouldn't's", the rules and regulations, and most of all the belief systems of the consensual reality. Put another way, the program is the
operating system under which all humans function until such time as they realize they are being more or less controlled & manipulated by a paradigm which
is not their own, and whose sole intent is to ultimately kill them.
Now... do I believe it is sentient or sinister? Personally, no. I don't see that. It's just a program created by the collective, the consensus - but
it is a deadly one because it will ALWAYS adhere to the lowest common denominator of thoughtless (literally) behaviour, and it will shout in our ear from dusk
to dawn that we are... fill in the blank... worthless, brainless, dickless, witless, and so on. And it will convince us that we are beings who are going to
die, when the reality of that may be very different for those who take the time and energy to overcome the program itself. In the 'tenant' thread,
we're talking about recapitulation as a possible tool for 'not dying'. I'm still not sure if the participants there are referring to longevity
or actual immortality, but either way - clearly these are people who have defeated the program sufficiently to work outside of its frequency band.
I realize a lot of warriors see the foreign installation as a sentient or even extraterrestrial force, but to me it has never presented/manifested that way.
It's just the drone of the consenss - on auto-pilot, with no sentient force at the helm. It's doing what it was programmed to do - to essentially
thwart human evolution - largely because the universe has seemingly built-in default programs whose sole function is to do just that... thwart human evolution.
Why? Because if it were easy, if it were a straightforward path to an easily-seen goal, it would not be evolution, but only a walk in the park. So, I see
the foreign installation as an extension of the humanform wavelength - the mechanism we have built to distract ourselves, test ourselves, thwart ourselves, and
trap ourselves... unless & until we turn around, look ourselves in the eye, and say, "Hey, Self, is this what you really want, or are you just running
this program by default? Do you believe the **** you're singing to yourself in your internal dialogue, or can you see it's all just a meaningless
chant spun into being by your scared little-self?"
When we have the wherewithal to *see* the foreign installation for the Agent Smith it is, we open ourselves to the power which will enable us to defeat it.
What is that power? Simply put: it is the power of surrender: to the higher self, the dreaming self, the double - i.e., the self which exists
outside of the program itself. That is when "the double is dreaming you" and therefore "you" are no longer controlled from
inside the program.
Hope that makes sense. LOL. Good topic.