11-12-2009, 12:00 AM
Believe it or not I think i have intended this position 3 years ago. haven't been able to reach it since. At the time i was reading Silence. and for some
reason the book made perfect sense to me. Like i had always known it.
Late one night i sat in my room and Intended this position. I reapeated over and over "no pity" in my mind. I was there for maybe more than an hour
when i accepted death. I noticed two beings within myself. First was the one that is speaking now. The daily mind, filled with clatter hopes worries and
desires. The other: complete lack of pity. SILENCE! I shifted into that position and let the no pity me which i have named: Winter. He is as cold as ice.
I walked around while in this position. The waking world was but a dream. objects shifted in and out of my vision much like a dream. I looked in the mirror
and saw someone else behind my eyes. they lacked pity.
I sat in my living room overlooking my other waking self. I felt as if i was completely outside his bubble. Which is where he lives. in a bubble. A bubble of
mostly nonsense, distracted by so many things.
That was the only time i was able to Stalk myself in a waking state to achieve and AP shift.
reason the book made perfect sense to me. Like i had always known it.
Late one night i sat in my room and Intended this position. I reapeated over and over "no pity" in my mind. I was there for maybe more than an hour
when i accepted death. I noticed two beings within myself. First was the one that is speaking now. The daily mind, filled with clatter hopes worries and
desires. The other: complete lack of pity. SILENCE! I shifted into that position and let the no pity me which i have named: Winter. He is as cold as ice.
I walked around while in this position. The waking world was but a dream. objects shifted in and out of my vision much like a dream. I looked in the mirror
and saw someone else behind my eyes. they lacked pity.
I sat in my living room overlooking my other waking self. I felt as if i was completely outside his bubble. Which is where he lives. in a bubble. A bubble of
mostly nonsense, distracted by so many things.
That was the only time i was able to Stalk myself in a waking state to achieve and AP shift.