08-03-2008, 12:01 AM
Back in the day when Castaneda was alive, I knew a fellow tensegrity seminar attendee who had about a gallon of san pedro cactus extract in his freezer. He
was going to drink most of it and go into the third attention (basically die) and then have his wife revive him. He had done plenty of chemical research on it
(I think he may have been a chemist actually) and had come up with a plan to overdose on the stuff, see God, and then come back to talk about it. Anyway, he
really had balls, I always wonder if he ever made that journey. I stopped hanging out with him because he was constantly preaching his theory that the foreign
installations were jews and that only white people could be naguals. Coincidentally, I was dating a jewish girl at the time, and she thought that all naguals
were jews, that the eagle's gift was the same as being the chosen people. Taking a step back, I figured that I was witnessing the spirit teaching me about
egomania.
was going to drink most of it and go into the third attention (basically die) and then have his wife revive him. He had done plenty of chemical research on it
(I think he may have been a chemist actually) and had come up with a plan to overdose on the stuff, see God, and then come back to talk about it. Anyway, he
really had balls, I always wonder if he ever made that journey. I stopped hanging out with him because he was constantly preaching his theory that the foreign
installations were jews and that only white people could be naguals. Coincidentally, I was dating a jewish girl at the time, and she thought that all naguals
were jews, that the eagle's gift was the same as being the chosen people. Taking a step back, I figured that I was witnessing the spirit teaching me about
egomania.

