10-27-2008, 12:01 AM
Mornings Son thanks for asking because the timing was right to talk about issues like this because I feel our time to freely talk about things like this are
limited as to the freedom to talk about this in the uncertain future.
Several times recently I will get a feeling or feel and percieve the shadows of F.I. before I go to bed in a fasion that is different than the normal daily
thing for me and know that I'm in for a treat of dreams. I will just close my eyes and instantly start to see my dreaming colors which are brilliant
fluorescent green, purple and white light( I see this every night) moving in waves hovering over me even when I open my eyes I will still see it in my bed room
and have had this happen most of all my life.
Back to the dreams of shadow--F.I. dreams---I found that they are the most vicious of dreams to entrap your attention and I mentioned them in my dreaming posts
on this site. http://sorcery.yuku.com/topic/1483
I get a buzzing or a vibration around me and see after I have been dreaming awhile see fleeting shadows around me when I wake up and then when I go back to
sleep I have nothing but a battle with forces trying to divert my intent from what I want to intend to dream and it becomes a battle of will as to dream
without there presence but after disipline and stalking avenues while dreaming I found on how to move faster than them and when I find that they are getting
the upper hand all I do is shut off my internal dialog and change dreaming scenes and enter another scene while still having my internal dialog shut off and
"Intentionally" turn it back on and bingo there they are and energenically give them a bad taste in there mouth and disappear and set them up again
as if they are playing my game.
The secret is to shut off your internal dialog and just this week I had to shut it off for a very long time while in my dreaming attention because I was under
assault.
I woke the next day and could not wait to dream again so I could do it all over again the next night because I felt I was gaining strength but they did not
want to play and why I mention this is because this could be a dreamers nightmere if you were afraid or fear of the onslough.
I don't look forward for it but to tell you the truth I enjoy the battle and feel that I did not get butt-fucked.
Dreamers just remember your best defence in any situation is always shut off your internal dialog.
internal dialog.
internal dialog.
internal dialog.
internal dialog.
internal dialog.
internal dialog.
internal dialog.
By shutting it off it is your shield of defence.
Thats the best advise that I could give to any of my warrior brothers.
limited as to the freedom to talk about this in the uncertain future.
Several times recently I will get a feeling or feel and percieve the shadows of F.I. before I go to bed in a fasion that is different than the normal daily
thing for me and know that I'm in for a treat of dreams. I will just close my eyes and instantly start to see my dreaming colors which are brilliant
fluorescent green, purple and white light( I see this every night) moving in waves hovering over me even when I open my eyes I will still see it in my bed room
and have had this happen most of all my life.
Back to the dreams of shadow--F.I. dreams---I found that they are the most vicious of dreams to entrap your attention and I mentioned them in my dreaming posts
on this site. http://sorcery.yuku.com/topic/1483
I get a buzzing or a vibration around me and see after I have been dreaming awhile see fleeting shadows around me when I wake up and then when I go back to
sleep I have nothing but a battle with forces trying to divert my intent from what I want to intend to dream and it becomes a battle of will as to dream
without there presence but after disipline and stalking avenues while dreaming I found on how to move faster than them and when I find that they are getting
the upper hand all I do is shut off my internal dialog and change dreaming scenes and enter another scene while still having my internal dialog shut off and
"Intentionally" turn it back on and bingo there they are and energenically give them a bad taste in there mouth and disappear and set them up again
as if they are playing my game.
The secret is to shut off your internal dialog and just this week I had to shut it off for a very long time while in my dreaming attention because I was under
assault.
I woke the next day and could not wait to dream again so I could do it all over again the next night because I felt I was gaining strength but they did not
want to play and why I mention this is because this could be a dreamers nightmere if you were afraid or fear of the onslough.
I don't look forward for it but to tell you the truth I enjoy the battle and feel that I did not get butt-fucked.
Dreamers just remember your best defence in any situation is always shut off your internal dialog.
internal dialog.
internal dialog.
internal dialog.
internal dialog.
internal dialog.
internal dialog.
internal dialog.
By shutting it off it is your shield of defence.
Thats the best advise that I could give to any of my warrior brothers.

