09-05-2006, 12:00 AM
I had too many Cokes and was paranoid.
Castaneda said sugar is as effective a killer as common sense. "We are not 'psychological' creatures. Our neuroses are by-products of what we put in our mouths.'- I was certain he saw my "energy body" irradiating cola. I felt absurd, defeated-I decided I would binge that night on profiteroles. Such is the piquant, dark-chocolated shame of the picayune ape.
"I had a great love affair with Coke. My grandfather possessed a pseudosensuality.
"'I gotta have that ****! I need it! I need it now!' My grandfather thought he was the hottest dick in town. Most extravagant. I had the same thing- everything went right to my balls, but it wasn't real. Don Juan told me, 'You're being triggered by sugar. You're too flimsy to have that kind of sexual energy.' Too fat to have this 'hot dick'."
From 1994 interview
Castaneda said sugar is as effective a killer as common sense. "We are not 'psychological' creatures. Our neuroses are by-products of what we put in our mouths.'- I was certain he saw my "energy body" irradiating cola. I felt absurd, defeated-I decided I would binge that night on profiteroles. Such is the piquant, dark-chocolated shame of the picayune ape.
"I had a great love affair with Coke. My grandfather possessed a pseudosensuality.
"'I gotta have that ****! I need it! I need it now!' My grandfather thought he was the hottest dick in town. Most extravagant. I had the same thing- everything went right to my balls, but it wasn't real. Don Juan told me, 'You're being triggered by sugar. You're too flimsy to have that kind of sexual energy.' Too fat to have this 'hot dick'."
From 1994 interview