10-03-2005, 12:00 AM
funnily, this concept is out of my reach. why do we still call it the world,,,it's so illusory. I wonder if i should muse under such important topic, but then, it's pointless to ask as the answers are already here and in ther books. Verily verily, i should ask my heart and hope the feeling gets intepreted right. Assuming responsibility, i interpret the feeling.
"By choosing to be accessible or inaccessible we can have either minimal impact on the flow of the world around us or attract its power."
Yesterday i chose to be accesible and then i reactsd morbidly. In my mind i was taking my cubic centimeter. Does that mean i attracted power? Hey, i attract all the time, i'm prey. Perhaps, with dark acts, we attract dark power. That's how easterners would say it i think.
Ok sorry if this is just bullshitting.
At the moment i dont feel ready yet to take my next step and move my ap a bit into my new lovely position so i will bullshit ome more. This is what being trapped with self-importance is like. I dont feel ready because my heart feels to write some more. it could be also fear. No it is not. Depending on the ap i'm either full of energy and and enthusiastic or apathetic. But i'm impeccably applying the will since the world responds.
"In other words their tonal took refuge in their nagual."
i am taking refuge also. nagual is something i trust even thou i would find reasons not to. It provokes the feeling. Is it connected to heart? When nagual clicks it's a thought (act) of knowledge that is passing my mind.Yep, everything was made uncertain so i seek directly feeling of certainity. I could be catched on that.
I want to ground this.
I take the refuge in buddha
I take the refure in sangha
i take the refuge in dharma
I thnk i 'm a thing. Hallucinogenic plants offer many realizations, but they seem to be a trap./or a base for artistic work. It's good to rest my mind on such topic from the terror of almighty clicker. The new maya is as dreamed up as the romantic literature of passed centuries. Hawg
"By choosing to be accessible or inaccessible we can have either minimal impact on the flow of the world around us or attract its power."
Yesterday i chose to be accesible and then i reactsd morbidly. In my mind i was taking my cubic centimeter. Does that mean i attracted power? Hey, i attract all the time, i'm prey. Perhaps, with dark acts, we attract dark power. That's how easterners would say it i think.
Ok sorry if this is just bullshitting.
At the moment i dont feel ready yet to take my next step and move my ap a bit into my new lovely position so i will bullshit ome more. This is what being trapped with self-importance is like. I dont feel ready because my heart feels to write some more. it could be also fear. No it is not. Depending on the ap i'm either full of energy and and enthusiastic or apathetic. But i'm impeccably applying the will since the world responds.
"In other words their tonal took refuge in their nagual."
i am taking refuge also. nagual is something i trust even thou i would find reasons not to. It provokes the feeling. Is it connected to heart? When nagual clicks it's a thought (act) of knowledge that is passing my mind.Yep, everything was made uncertain so i seek directly feeling of certainity. I could be catched on that.
I want to ground this.
I take the refuge in buddha
I take the refure in sangha
i take the refuge in dharma
I thnk i 'm a thing. Hallucinogenic plants offer many realizations, but they seem to be a trap./or a base for artistic work. It's good to rest my mind on such topic from the terror of almighty clicker. The new maya is as dreamed up as the romantic literature of passed centuries. Hawg