12-18-2014, 12:01 AM
Cant say that I understand!! But fearing the unkknown.... hmm perhaps. I have learned as a nagual to love and trust the nagual. It is God to me, the mystery and the unknown is beautiful and perfect for me. That is how what ii know supports what I do not know. It is faith. I can intend what I do not know perfectly and then have it descend upon me. I can name it anything and have it become that. If I name it scary then i fear it, if I name it perfect and loving then it becomes that for me. I enjoy fear, I at ties named it terrifying and watched as spirits rattles my window blindly violently and pulled at my shift with ideas of scary movies coming to life. etc etc. I love fearing, and yet real fear is to not know that you are safe and I do not have this. I mean I have had inorgainc being try to hurt me and come close to killing me but it only looks like that, in truth I am safe and sound. God even resuyrrects me if I need him to. I could resurrect you.
Heart is the best, but knowledge of heartless is what you handed to me. I believe you should pa better attention and keep up with me, and not speak of old dead positions of awareness. Yes I too found love is fake, but if you can this awarenss, this knowledge then you experience this result. You move peopl einto the positions of being heartless. Like turning saints into monsters, and yet it is just as simple to say I will fall head over heels in love. And then the spirit becomes this. The Spirit is infinite and become anything.
Infinity is not always ever shifting like the flame, no, it is also stable and gorunded, and permenant too. It is eternal and forever and anything you can possibly imagine. FLuidity is good I agree, but so is safe and grounded cohesion and stability and retaining a position. Both are crucial and I found the teaching of don Juan focused mostly on fluidity and its appeal because we were then stuck and rigid and he designed his teaching for that position only. Yet equally important is the ability to stay n one place and clam the flame, walk on the waters.
Heart is the best, but knowledge of heartless is what you handed to me. I believe you should pa better attention and keep up with me, and not speak of old dead positions of awareness. Yes I too found love is fake, but if you can this awarenss, this knowledge then you experience this result. You move peopl einto the positions of being heartless. Like turning saints into monsters, and yet it is just as simple to say I will fall head over heels in love. And then the spirit becomes this. The Spirit is infinite and become anything.
Infinity is not always ever shifting like the flame, no, it is also stable and gorunded, and permenant too. It is eternal and forever and anything you can possibly imagine. FLuidity is good I agree, but so is safe and grounded cohesion and stability and retaining a position. Both are crucial and I found the teaching of don Juan focused mostly on fluidity and its appeal because we were then stuck and rigid and he designed his teaching for that position only. Yet equally important is the ability to stay n one place and clam the flame, walk on the waters.