04-09-2012, 12:00 AM
Dear all,
Just messing around on internet and often stop by here, still not sure why.. I was pondering the other day to why am I here as in on earth and I got a little reply. It was troy! Previously Troy was just a drunk guy who used to come and see us boys play music at the pub every Thursday. I used to bump in to him over the years both being local and what not. Troy drinks allot and sometimes I did not care for his company but something has happened to me and I have forgotten who i am, well that is not quite the crux of things but anyway when I saw Troy recently I was happy to chew the cud and spend some time. He basically relayed to me his hopes and ambitions regarding music so I said I would come over and give him a Guitar lesson/Jam. As soon as I walked in I saw little porcelain wolves and other native American trinkets, who was this man really? He gets out his Guitar and sings a bit, we have dinner and he pays me since I did do some instruction. And so after that was when I fully intended to know, with perhaps a teaspoon, no a pinch of intent, why am I here? and some time later I bump in to Troy and I know, I feel the answer. I have a job to do and I can see that if I only ever do a bit of it it will be worth it but it will be sad if I only do a bit of it because who knows what could happen should I do allot of it, what a ride : 0 I wish my punch line made more sense, I suppose I could say I have a feeling that my time with people has value, it makes me have value and it makes people who I have shunned and disregarded have value and this has something to do with being humble which is not a way of thinking it is a realization.
Peace and love,
Paws Pawsterson.
Just messing around on internet and often stop by here, still not sure why.. I was pondering the other day to why am I here as in on earth and I got a little reply. It was troy! Previously Troy was just a drunk guy who used to come and see us boys play music at the pub every Thursday. I used to bump in to him over the years both being local and what not. Troy drinks allot and sometimes I did not care for his company but something has happened to me and I have forgotten who i am, well that is not quite the crux of things but anyway when I saw Troy recently I was happy to chew the cud and spend some time. He basically relayed to me his hopes and ambitions regarding music so I said I would come over and give him a Guitar lesson/Jam. As soon as I walked in I saw little porcelain wolves and other native American trinkets, who was this man really? He gets out his Guitar and sings a bit, we have dinner and he pays me since I did do some instruction. And so after that was when I fully intended to know, with perhaps a teaspoon, no a pinch of intent, why am I here? and some time later I bump in to Troy and I know, I feel the answer. I have a job to do and I can see that if I only ever do a bit of it it will be worth it but it will be sad if I only do a bit of it because who knows what could happen should I do allot of it, what a ride : 0 I wish my punch line made more sense, I suppose I could say I have a feeling that my time with people has value, it makes me have value and it makes people who I have shunned and disregarded have value and this has something to do with being humble which is not a way of thinking it is a realization.
Peace and love,
Paws Pawsterson.