11-02-2007, 12:00 AM
I will tell you the first meeting I had with my Nr.2(nagual).
I was facing the petty tyrant the spirit was given me at a regular bases. One day he started attacking me for no reason at all.(Verbal attack). I was looking at his eyes and then his throat and he suddenly started choking. I was still fixing him and by some I dunno what he went for the door. My fixation broke at that point. Then he came back.
My interpretation of that today is: my tonal was forced to restrain and the nagual took over. Somehow i fixed my will to that person.(I only learned about second attention years later). The Spirit saved hi sorry ass that day cause I did not know what I was doing and further even how to stop that.
Due to recent events the de -programing is effective and the Nr.2 is waking up more often. And I barely can control it.
Due to the amount of energy I was born with it is very hard to balance the two. I might end up hurting myself or someone around me. (I know some of the people in the world do not deserve the air they breathe but since Our Mother bares them
so will we).
Your guidance is not only requested but needed in this situation. We have so little time on this Earth together so we might as well enjoy it and do the best that we can. I had no hope that I will find you someday so I am glad. We are one and the shift won't happen any time soon as far as I can see it. I am an MD in my RL, and I try to balance curandera with it.(LLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLL)
I am really happy that we met at last(maybe you *saw* me jumping all over when I read the posts).
Thanks for existing on this Earth,
Rossetta
I was facing the petty tyrant the spirit was given me at a regular bases. One day he started attacking me for no reason at all.(Verbal attack). I was looking at his eyes and then his throat and he suddenly started choking. I was still fixing him and by some I dunno what he went for the door. My fixation broke at that point. Then he came back.
My interpretation of that today is: my tonal was forced to restrain and the nagual took over. Somehow i fixed my will to that person.(I only learned about second attention years later). The Spirit saved hi sorry ass that day cause I did not know what I was doing and further even how to stop that.
Due to recent events the de -programing is effective and the Nr.2 is waking up more often. And I barely can control it.
Due to the amount of energy I was born with it is very hard to balance the two. I might end up hurting myself or someone around me. (I know some of the people in the world do not deserve the air they breathe but since Our Mother bares them
so will we).
Your guidance is not only requested but needed in this situation. We have so little time on this Earth together so we might as well enjoy it and do the best that we can. I had no hope that I will find you someday so I am glad. We are one and the shift won't happen any time soon as far as I can see it. I am an MD in my RL, and I try to balance curandera with it.(LLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLL)
I am really happy that we met at last(maybe you *saw* me jumping all over when I read the posts).
Thanks for existing on this Earth,
Rossetta