Descriptions of the Nagual (Nagual Lone Wolf)

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I want to tell you i survived meeting my benefactor.
So that makes you my teacher.
Why does the "pulling" hurt? (affect the physical body, wanna understand from MD side)
Why is this done to the red nagual?
Can I adress my benefactors tonal? (or that will bring back the nagual)
I wanted to ask this questions since I read Castaneda. Now they have a "personal" meening. Guess each experience is personal.
Did I see the nagual before? I recall recently seeing a UFO kind of thing by my window not long ago.
Alive and kicking,
Rossetta