05-25-2018, 12:00 AM
I (21 Mar 2018) wrote:So, this dream (the dragonfly dream) still keeps giving me stuff to ponder. After having my shamanic seminar, I was surprised somewhat to find myself looking back to the dream when the shaman was talking about certain things. She mentioned about how we can grow into the inside of ourselves - this linked for me to my shamanic travel where I lay down on the ground and felt this space between me and the earth, like deep in me there was space I had not been aware of before (surely had not felt it that clearly) or was not using really and this space linked to my roots and knowledge of ancestral stuff and linked to who I was at the core of my being. The shaman said that there is a deep layering into the inside of ourselves into a position that we have but stopped using. We probably used it when we were children.
And then a day or two later the symbolism behind the building falling down around me while I was holding on to this construction metal rod stuff on the corner of it.... well this links to habits too. Kinda like what we cling to when things around us are falling down. But habits I mean like the construction of who I am. This is what was happening in the dream at that point. My construction was breaking down and once it broke down - with the help of the dragonfly ally - I entered a heightened state of awareness and that is when I met the shaman. And this is also why she was telling me stuff about myself. I mean who would have thought it is all connected...? Right?! roflmao. This was hmm Monday (5.3) after a seminar I didn't plan to go to. I mean imagine! I almost missed this revelation process, cause it would not have been sparked if I had not gone to the seminar. Leave it to the shaman to help explain my dream from what over a month ago
(without even intending to haha).
(It is like certain dreams need threads of their own to put all the exploring linked to them into that thread to keep it nicely compactly together. But the most curious thing is how much is hidden in one dream - too bad we cannot explore all of them that deeply)
And then a day or two later the symbolism behind the building falling down around me while I was holding on to this construction metal rod stuff on the corner of it.... well this links to habits too. Kinda like what we cling to when things around us are falling down. But habits I mean like the construction of who I am. This is what was happening in the dream at that point. My construction was breaking down and once it broke down - with the help of the dragonfly ally - I entered a heightened state of awareness and that is when I met the shaman. And this is also why she was telling me stuff about myself. I mean who would have thought it is all connected...? Right?! roflmao. This was hmm Monday (5.3) after a seminar I didn't plan to go to. I mean imagine! I almost missed this revelation process, cause it would not have been sparked if I had not gone to the seminar. Leave it to the shaman to help explain my dream from what over a month ago
(without even intending to haha).(It is like certain dreams need threads of their own to put all the exploring linked to them into that thread to keep it nicely compactly together. But the most curious thing is how much is hidden in one dream - too bad we cannot explore all of them that deeply)

