05-26-2018, 12:00 AM
I traveled again to a different town / country to go to a seminar.
Early in the morning (on Saturday 12.5) as I was on my way to the place I was staying at, I found a dragonfly's wing on the road. A wing from a balancing dragonfly toy. One wing out of 4. I picked it up and put it in my pocket. (Some weeks ago at some point after my dragonfly dream I was looking online to see if I could buy this toy cause it fascinates me and I also saw a documentary on how this toy is made. Hence I could recognize the wing immediately for what it was).
Once I left my luggage at the place, I went to the seminar. On my way there I saw a dragonfly pendant in a window display and a dragonflies painted on long-sleeved top that was on display there too. I took a picture.
As I had a moment while in sitting in a mode of transport and since I had gotten 3 different prompts in a row I was like damn it ok I am doing this NOW. No more waiting. And so I went into a different state then and there.
I went to the place where I met the dragonfly man under the aurora. The dragonfly was there waiting. This time though it had wings. The wings were beautiful, of aurora colors. The colors were moving with the wings. They were alive. The dragonfly came to me and we hugged. Its wings wrapped around me, cloaking me in its colors. An interesting thing happened then. The tips of the dragonflies wings started attaching to my back. They went inside me and it was as if they were my wings now going from my back outwards. The space into which the wings grew was linked to the inside space in me the dragonfly had showed me previously. not just that, thanks to the exercises I did about 'everything being a mystery' I was noticing how certain as if echoing sounds resonate and straighten something in me. As these wings attached I felt how I was straight and how this space in me is there and these things seemed to go hand in hand.
And another thing came into play because I remembered that years ago there was a girl who got a cloak in one of the shamanic travels. And how I understood that this is a representation of a certain state of awareness. I am not sure if hers was a multicolored cloak, but I decided I should check on it.
I went to the seminar. It was great... The next day (13.5) I was running a bit late but again on my way to the seminar I found myself with some time in the transport vehicle and there was free wifi in some parts of the town. So I put in multicolored cloak or some such search terms and started reading about Joseph from the Bible but I did not get very far (I only managed to load one page and there they kinda mixed the two Josephs and I was kinda mixed up). I shared my experience with people at the seminar. One in my group told me the story of Joseph and his cloak and about there being a musical about it. (-- I will get back to this in a bit.)
Early in the morning (on Saturday 12.5) as I was on my way to the place I was staying at, I found a dragonfly's wing on the road. A wing from a balancing dragonfly toy. One wing out of 4. I picked it up and put it in my pocket. (Some weeks ago at some point after my dragonfly dream I was looking online to see if I could buy this toy cause it fascinates me and I also saw a documentary on how this toy is made. Hence I could recognize the wing immediately for what it was).
Once I left my luggage at the place, I went to the seminar. On my way there I saw a dragonfly pendant in a window display and a dragonflies painted on long-sleeved top that was on display there too. I took a picture.
As I had a moment while in sitting in a mode of transport and since I had gotten 3 different prompts in a row I was like damn it ok I am doing this NOW. No more waiting. And so I went into a different state then and there.
I went to the place where I met the dragonfly man under the aurora. The dragonfly was there waiting. This time though it had wings. The wings were beautiful, of aurora colors. The colors were moving with the wings. They were alive. The dragonfly came to me and we hugged. Its wings wrapped around me, cloaking me in its colors. An interesting thing happened then. The tips of the dragonflies wings started attaching to my back. They went inside me and it was as if they were my wings now going from my back outwards. The space into which the wings grew was linked to the inside space in me the dragonfly had showed me previously. not just that, thanks to the exercises I did about 'everything being a mystery' I was noticing how certain as if echoing sounds resonate and straighten something in me. As these wings attached I felt how I was straight and how this space in me is there and these things seemed to go hand in hand.
And another thing came into play because I remembered that years ago there was a girl who got a cloak in one of the shamanic travels. And how I understood that this is a representation of a certain state of awareness. I am not sure if hers was a multicolored cloak, but I decided I should check on it.
I went to the seminar. It was great... The next day (13.5) I was running a bit late but again on my way to the seminar I found myself with some time in the transport vehicle and there was free wifi in some parts of the town. So I put in multicolored cloak or some such search terms and started reading about Joseph from the Bible but I did not get very far (I only managed to load one page and there they kinda mixed the two Josephs and I was kinda mixed up). I shared my experience with people at the seminar. One in my group told me the story of Joseph and his cloak and about there being a musical about it. (-- I will get back to this in a bit.)