08-06-2017, 12:00 AM
Side note about Billy: Billy primed me for dealing with the disappointment I felt with Alan when I permanently severed that relationship. Many of my petty tyrants are primers for later situations that present. So I could be mad at Billy for be a twat--if I wanted. But in the larger scheme of things Billy is what made me successful in saying goodbye to a very unhealthy relationship. 
Billy is what made me successful--what a fascinating perspective isn't it?
I always keep this mind whenever I'm mad at someone. While I might be mad at them for something legit, they are priming me for something larger coming that I need more education in Hence, Wolf set me up for success a decade later lol (what foresight he had). Kris was impeccable for me (obviously not appropriate for everyone). When we begin to see the broader picture of time and how people set-up us for long-term success, these people who bring us our greatest challenges are the people who love us the most. It's no easy task to play the role of the petty tyrant I have a deep, heartfelt appreciation for those assholes xD
Billy is what made me successful--what a fascinating perspective isn't it? I always keep this mind whenever I'm mad at someone. While I might be mad at them for something legit, they are priming me for something larger coming that I need more education in
Hence, Wolf set me up for success a decade later lol (what foresight he had). Kris was impeccable for me (obviously not appropriate for everyone). When we begin to see the broader picture of time and how people set-up us for long-term success, these people who bring us our greatest challenges are the people who love us the most. It's no easy task to play the role of the petty tyrant I have a deep, heartfelt appreciation for those assholes xD