02-19-2017, 12:00 AM
Wow, Kao....I'm speechless! So happy something that's being brought in to me from out of the blue (much of which I feel I don't deserve, honestly...given my capacity for indulgence) was an inspiration to you. It's certainly an inspiration to me....my earnest hope is that I can follow through and live out this stuff to honor what's being brought in. It would be a shame not to....follow through.
In that regard, I can learn at least as much from you (and others), trust me. I know how to open up and let go (or I'm slowly learning this) to allow power and intention to do its thing in my awareness...but I really don't know how to explore...to venture forth in that feeling of freedom. To give range to the potential that that letting go engenders. You and many others here are consummate explorers, I feel. I see awesome courage in that respect, and that's encouraging.
Once I'm firmly rooted in that fundamental state ("the well" you talked about in the black magick thread) then exploring will have a center, I'm thinking. Balance Balance, as you say, while putting one foot in front of the other, even though all kinds of horrors, darkness, intensity, "heaviness" insist that to keep going is impossible. I've been there, believe me, on my own level. It seems an almost daily thing. But, as you say, I look up and see that we are supported all the way, by the source of that golden light...even though I have no clue where I'm headed, either
Anyways, thank you for your kind words. Encouragement to press on, to say the least
In that regard, I can learn at least as much from you (and others), trust me. I know how to open up and let go (or I'm slowly learning this) to allow power and intention to do its thing in my awareness...but I really don't know how to explore...to venture forth in that feeling of freedom. To give range to the potential that that letting go engenders. You and many others here are consummate explorers, I feel. I see awesome courage in that respect, and that's encouraging.
Once I'm firmly rooted in that fundamental state ("the well" you talked about in the black magick thread) then exploring will have a center, I'm thinking. Balance Balance, as you say, while putting one foot in front of the other, even though all kinds of horrors, darkness, intensity, "heaviness" insist that to keep going is impossible. I've been there, believe me, on my own level. It seems an almost daily thing. But, as you say, I look up and see that we are supported all the way, by the source of that golden light...even though I have no clue where I'm headed, either
Anyways, thank you for your kind words. Encouragement to press on, to say the least