08-20-2006, 12:00 AM
Yeah Eilias ... I DO know what you mean by thinking you are going crazy !
I guess the best way I have now learned to deal with it, is that I take whatever IS happening as real (no matter how far-out or outlandish or unbelievable it may seem) .... in other words .... I assume a full responsibility of my actions in the situation I find myself in .... "In-The-Eyes-of-Spirit." That has helped at times.
From my "encounter" I got the same exact feeling, as to what you said about the ally draining energy.
It seems that the ally seduces one into it's world (according to one's weaknesses or naivete's) ....
Eilias quoting you again: ....
"they entice you with gifts of power" ...
Yes exactly !
They give these promises of some kind of "Mastership in Power" & "Eternal Life" past the Eagle stuff ... and doing so they lull you into this "False Bliss" feeling ... whilst indeed draining; .... but what I thought was the "Life Force" out of you with each and every encounter ... like some blooming Vampires !
& they can enslave one's total being, if one wants to go for some "Ego or some Mind ...Power" ... that could potentially "cheat" The Eagle.
Quite frankly I Love The Eagle ! ...
The Timelessness and The Time (Impermanence of Everything) and the Energies that move in between The Source and it's Myriad Manifestations ... "The Powers" that ARE (without "me" needing to "own" or "possess" any of it personally....)
& thus all I ever wished, was to become "Egoless" and go beyond the "Dual Mind" ... and "Dance".
Artnwere
I guess the best way I have now learned to deal with it, is that I take whatever IS happening as real (no matter how far-out or outlandish or unbelievable it may seem) .... in other words .... I assume a full responsibility of my actions in the situation I find myself in .... "In-The-Eyes-of-Spirit." That has helped at times.
From my "encounter" I got the same exact feeling, as to what you said about the ally draining energy.
It seems that the ally seduces one into it's world (according to one's weaknesses or naivete's) ....
Eilias quoting you again: ....
"they entice you with gifts of power" ...
Yes exactly !
They give these promises of some kind of "Mastership in Power" & "Eternal Life" past the Eagle stuff ... and doing so they lull you into this "False Bliss" feeling ... whilst indeed draining; .... but what I thought was the "Life Force" out of you with each and every encounter ... like some blooming Vampires !
& they can enslave one's total being, if one wants to go for some "Ego or some Mind ...Power" ... that could potentially "cheat" The Eagle.
Quite frankly I Love The Eagle ! ...
The Timelessness and The Time (Impermanence of Everything) and the Energies that move in between The Source and it's Myriad Manifestations ... "The Powers" that ARE (without "me" needing to "own" or "possess" any of it personally....)
& thus all I ever wished, was to become "Egoless" and go beyond the "Dual Mind" ... and "Dance".
Artnwere