03-15-2016, 12:00 AM
"behind the scenes is no place to hunt another" (rosygyro) I disagree, because you are being arbitrarily restrictive. You ignore context, motive, ultimate purpose, outcome etc. Hunting behind the scenes, as part of one's tactic, can be immensely rewarding to the hunter AND the hunted.
I know this first hand as the one hunted!!! LAUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As to your sexual woes, I wrote a book called, "SHAME OMG DELICIOUS." Its roots were in my being seen diminished by the girls in school grades 1 thru 8. My puberty got decimated. I had a girl who was infatuated with me when I was 19, but all I could do was oral on her. I did not know an erect penis. I broke up with her (she wanted me to *** her, and I could not). She tried to commit suicide because I left her. I finally figured it out and had intercourse at 20, but I was not able to look any girl in her eyes. I had not EVER EVER EVER done that.
I had what I call a zen transformation my senior year of college arising out of distress of a girl standing me up (she was very hot for me at first). One of my friends pointed out to me that I looked the other way when I talked to her. I'm an atheist to this day, but I fucking prayed to god to help me anyway. A month or so later, it so happened I did look into a girl's eyes in an rather amazing way. It was love at first sight too. One evening a few weeks later, she surprised me by being in my bedroom when I arrived back. Before we made love, we gazed into each others eyes. I SAW GOD [indescribable infinite joy of such magnitude that not even nirvana in my life comes close to that experience]. I became a very confident lover. YOU GO BACK ROSYGYRO, RECAPITULATE- AND FACE THAT IN YOUR LIFE!!! HEAR ME ?? Get on this path and follow it one footstep at a time. It is not the result that saves you. It is the process, and the understanding of principles in that. Love yourself in the very worst (ESPECIALLY FOR THE VERY WORST) that would exist in your wholeness. You have the opportunity of seeing your wholeness in the most profound way, so as to live at ease with your own being. You don't change who you are. LOVE who you are by being authentic regardless of any conditions (or even negativity)! This will become your most magnificent and dynamic freedom. Talk to me here if it will help you get started, nobody worth there salt here could possibly judge you badly. ****, you should see the stuff I've divulged about my life in SEER threads.
I won't comment on the art until I have something cogent to say. I tend to look at your work again and again and again. I like it very much!
I know this first hand as the one hunted!!! LAUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As to your sexual woes, I wrote a book called, "SHAME OMG DELICIOUS." Its roots were in my being seen diminished by the girls in school grades 1 thru 8. My puberty got decimated. I had a girl who was infatuated with me when I was 19, but all I could do was oral on her. I did not know an erect penis. I broke up with her (she wanted me to *** her, and I could not). She tried to commit suicide because I left her. I finally figured it out and had intercourse at 20, but I was not able to look any girl in her eyes. I had not EVER EVER EVER done that.
I had what I call a zen transformation my senior year of college arising out of distress of a girl standing me up (she was very hot for me at first). One of my friends pointed out to me that I looked the other way when I talked to her. I'm an atheist to this day, but I fucking prayed to god to help me anyway. A month or so later, it so happened I did look into a girl's eyes in an rather amazing way. It was love at first sight too. One evening a few weeks later, she surprised me by being in my bedroom when I arrived back. Before we made love, we gazed into each others eyes. I SAW GOD [indescribable infinite joy of such magnitude that not even nirvana in my life comes close to that experience]. I became a very confident lover. YOU GO BACK ROSYGYRO, RECAPITULATE- AND FACE THAT IN YOUR LIFE!!! HEAR ME ?? Get on this path and follow it one footstep at a time. It is not the result that saves you. It is the process, and the understanding of principles in that. Love yourself in the very worst (ESPECIALLY FOR THE VERY WORST) that would exist in your wholeness. You have the opportunity of seeing your wholeness in the most profound way, so as to live at ease with your own being. You don't change who you are. LOVE who you are by being authentic regardless of any conditions (or even negativity)! This will become your most magnificent and dynamic freedom. Talk to me here if it will help you get started, nobody worth there salt here could possibly judge you badly. ****, you should see the stuff I've divulged about my life in SEER threads.
I won't comment on the art until I have something cogent to say. I tend to look at your work again and again and again. I like it very much!