03-15-2016, 12:00 AM
It seems to me that looking at your work above, you are already formatted to do what is necessary. Reacap does not have to be in words. It can be in your art. I want you to GO with your pains that arise with sexuality, and exceed with imagination to pain that is even greater than in reality. Translate it into a tangible expression of the shame and hurt involved on whatever medium. Only I want you to pervert the entire nature of what is ailing you. SO 'SICK,' the word infused in this piece, will forever be your mantra in whatever artwork. Only, now (because Billy is giving you the idea to grasp) you will begin a determined 'perverted technique' of pleasuring in the 'SICK' work you do. Make the connection now that the expressions of the abomination of being rosygyro are accompanied by your own sickly perverse pleasure (this can reamin private to only you/ and now Billy/lol).
But that is not all. NO, NO, NO. You are going to do unimaginable (even to you) unwieldly CREATIONS of the abomination and pain, and with that an ever increasing delight to that end. GO EXTREME. The litmus, being that you accrue joy by virtue of your own worthless emptiness coming to the light. That worthless emptiness is paradoxically to become great esteem and fulness by simply starting immediately to manifest that in your next work. Then the next. Use "itnext" as the mind picture of this intent (Mornings Son gave me this). You are the author of rosygyro. Show that you are to yourself, one 'itnext' at a time!! In a year from now, tell me where you are in spiritual health. I think it will be amazingly different than now. You will fly rosygyro.
But that is not all. NO, NO, NO. You are going to do unimaginable (even to you) unwieldly CREATIONS of the abomination and pain, and with that an ever increasing delight to that end. GO EXTREME. The litmus, being that you accrue joy by virtue of your own worthless emptiness coming to the light. That worthless emptiness is paradoxically to become great esteem and fulness by simply starting immediately to manifest that in your next work. Then the next. Use "itnext" as the mind picture of this intent (Mornings Son gave me this). You are the author of rosygyro. Show that you are to yourself, one 'itnext' at a time!! In a year from now, tell me where you are in spiritual health. I think it will be amazingly different than now. You will fly rosygyro.