03-28-2016, 12:01 AM
I am fairly certain its not a contest to see who has sunk the lowest.the MK ultra soldier subjects were given heroic doses of LSD and forced under orders to become dehumanised and to murduer torture and abuse their fellow recruits.many were killed, a few survived.the ones who survived had broken all the humane boundaries a man has and were then employed as operatives to use a "second ring of power".. essentially these people were so disturbed they could walk unseen through a crowd.. much like the legendary Toltec.. but also not.. their power was to be so subhumane in their social conditioning that normal minds simply could not register them unless they tackled psychic shock at the same time.. and what natural crowd of people is consiously tackling psychic shock as a collective? NONE.
however i do remember a time 10 or 12 years ago.. at a fest. where iival having not slept for a few days, i found the pit of my social resistence and debated shouting SCREAMING out in front of sexy hippy women and cool yogadudes , old hippies, young kids, DJs and even the people i thought were cia spies.. that i had fisted my own anus.i have to say.. the realisation that the rest of my social life would be badly marred by achieving this breakage in social conditioning was enough for me to just have a mild schizophrenic break instead.. FUN TIMES.
after a lot of working it out..i have come to the final realisation that i had hit the jewel of resitence within sociality.. THE CROWDS base.what i was attempting to do was break the crowds assemblage, but in my inability to be objective i simply got maimed by the resistence instead.
i have not actually fisted my anus was a realisation that took some time to resurface.. FUN TIMES. i mean a fist is a big fucking thing.. i have seen porn actresses do it and i dont have that sort of spine flexibility. but i still believed for a number of years and was ASHAMED.( is that what you mean Billy?)
they say we are ruled by social conditioning and personal history.. but no-one really mentioned that the resistence jewel can just IMPLANT TENSIONS in the base chakra that arrive in perception as horrific halftruths and lies dressed up as omens and demons..peoples entire lives can be ruled by a" finger" turning to a "fis"t.. a "lets stop fucking i want a smoke" turning into " stop you are raping me".. a birthday *** being connected to the quarters of the year turning into a FRUEDIAN NIGHTMARE..i mean i knew warriorship was supposed to be bad.. and i guess i remember pledging that i only wanted to survive and not argue the details. i live in the UK.. you have to create the warriors path here.. MY BAD i guess.
but this is all besides the point..warriors have freed types of energy that non warriors have not.warriors have walked paths that non warriors wish they hadwarriors have created energy for vampiric non warriors to suckle apon.warriors will walk a new path.. the vampires will no longer have anything to suckle when the nipple heads west,and will be bound by their addiction to begin to tread the warriors path.. by order of their dreamers.
who gives a *** anyway..
however i do remember a time 10 or 12 years ago.. at a fest. where iival having not slept for a few days, i found the pit of my social resistence and debated shouting SCREAMING out in front of sexy hippy women and cool yogadudes , old hippies, young kids, DJs and even the people i thought were cia spies.. that i had fisted my own anus.i have to say.. the realisation that the rest of my social life would be badly marred by achieving this breakage in social conditioning was enough for me to just have a mild schizophrenic break instead.. FUN TIMES.
after a lot of working it out..i have come to the final realisation that i had hit the jewel of resitence within sociality.. THE CROWDS base.what i was attempting to do was break the crowds assemblage, but in my inability to be objective i simply got maimed by the resistence instead.
i have not actually fisted my anus was a realisation that took some time to resurface.. FUN TIMES. i mean a fist is a big fucking thing.. i have seen porn actresses do it and i dont have that sort of spine flexibility. but i still believed for a number of years and was ASHAMED.( is that what you mean Billy?)
they say we are ruled by social conditioning and personal history.. but no-one really mentioned that the resistence jewel can just IMPLANT TENSIONS in the base chakra that arrive in perception as horrific halftruths and lies dressed up as omens and demons..peoples entire lives can be ruled by a" finger" turning to a "fis"t.. a "lets stop fucking i want a smoke" turning into " stop you are raping me".. a birthday *** being connected to the quarters of the year turning into a FRUEDIAN NIGHTMARE..i mean i knew warriorship was supposed to be bad.. and i guess i remember pledging that i only wanted to survive and not argue the details. i live in the UK.. you have to create the warriors path here.. MY BAD i guess.
but this is all besides the point..warriors have freed types of energy that non warriors have not.warriors have walked paths that non warriors wish they hadwarriors have created energy for vampiric non warriors to suckle apon.warriors will walk a new path.. the vampires will no longer have anything to suckle when the nipple heads west,and will be bound by their addiction to begin to tread the warriors path.. by order of their dreamers.
who gives a *** anyway..