03-29-2016, 12:01 AM
It is not so much about shame, as shame being the equivalent to any negative emotion > fear, jealousy, resentment, whatever. What I get to in THAT shame exercise is the understanding to face life in whatever form and become its master.
How? I make it my object. I observe it, play with it, TASTE its richness. One can more easily slow negative's movement, so their textures are more tangible than positive emotions. They become bizarre, because your mind tells you to feel something different. Because of masterful detachment you can assign them 'contradictory' values. When this happens enough (it did with me), my negatives immediately rebound from the 'normal' mode. I mean, I want to experience the negative emotions for what their original characteristics are so I experience the full range of emotions (I am not against any emotion per se), but then that's it. I choose at the very least, a position of non-volition to let whatever exist unencumbered by self-reflective judgements, or I have real fun and 'pervert' the way something is experienced. There is a very strong sensation of awareness that arises. Why is this negative emotion being experienced as pleasure?????
WHY? Answer THAT rosygyro. I am able to accept whatever emanations of reality at face value, then whatever afterwards is of my doing, my choices. This gave me inroads to understanding the sorcery concepts serloco has laid out for everyone. There is no can't in my vocabulary. I CAN do!!
This is an entirely eye-opening way of being alive. I am a death defier, okay?? The same conditions you experience are viewed entirely differently by myself. I can make endless mistakes in moments with no fear of failure. Living forever, I know I will face the same situation over and over. I find that now I am in NO hurry. I have forever. The right decisions arise within the infinite space I have created. Your moment is one that confines you to immediate consequences. I will have consequences too...... forever and ever and ever. It kind of mutes the impact of results. In the next moment you will face death. I always have more of life, because an image of fate and death never gets created. There is only this flowing into next. I learn that next is what I DO. The logical connection is developed > I INTEND what I do. LAUGHING
LAUGHING because life becomes joyful..... becomes sad, becomes mad, radical, fantstical, undeniably self-masturbating, mind blowingly a reflection of how I pay attention and choose. Forever gives me a long time to learn and craft. Tomorrow you will be dead, and why bother to learn fucking anything at all. Your life begets a negative stress. I have lots of tension too, that tension is my life. I am at the SOURCE, knowing beyond what fate has to say. Others worry ---OMG --what will be tomorrow?? I AM is an unlimited potency that spits on fate when it beckons attention. I author my life and live authentically.
You create 1-33 points of super-refractory tangle.
How? I make it my object. I observe it, play with it, TASTE its richness. One can more easily slow negative's movement, so their textures are more tangible than positive emotions. They become bizarre, because your mind tells you to feel something different. Because of masterful detachment you can assign them 'contradictory' values. When this happens enough (it did with me), my negatives immediately rebound from the 'normal' mode. I mean, I want to experience the negative emotions for what their original characteristics are so I experience the full range of emotions (I am not against any emotion per se), but then that's it. I choose at the very least, a position of non-volition to let whatever exist unencumbered by self-reflective judgements, or I have real fun and 'pervert' the way something is experienced. There is a very strong sensation of awareness that arises. Why is this negative emotion being experienced as pleasure?????
WHY? Answer THAT rosygyro. I am able to accept whatever emanations of reality at face value, then whatever afterwards is of my doing, my choices. This gave me inroads to understanding the sorcery concepts serloco has laid out for everyone. There is no can't in my vocabulary. I CAN do!!
This is an entirely eye-opening way of being alive. I am a death defier, okay?? The same conditions you experience are viewed entirely differently by myself. I can make endless mistakes in moments with no fear of failure. Living forever, I know I will face the same situation over and over. I find that now I am in NO hurry. I have forever. The right decisions arise within the infinite space I have created. Your moment is one that confines you to immediate consequences. I will have consequences too...... forever and ever and ever. It kind of mutes the impact of results. In the next moment you will face death. I always have more of life, because an image of fate and death never gets created. There is only this flowing into next. I learn that next is what I DO. The logical connection is developed > I INTEND what I do. LAUGHING
LAUGHING because life becomes joyful..... becomes sad, becomes mad, radical, fantstical, undeniably self-masturbating, mind blowingly a reflection of how I pay attention and choose. Forever gives me a long time to learn and craft. Tomorrow you will be dead, and why bother to learn fucking anything at all. Your life begets a negative stress. I have lots of tension too, that tension is my life. I am at the SOURCE, knowing beyond what fate has to say. Others worry ---OMG --what will be tomorrow?? I AM is an unlimited potency that spits on fate when it beckons attention. I author my life and live authentically.
You create 1-33 points of super-refractory tangle.